Was time to give an explanation about my situation with art, the commissions


I am in a very screwed up moment in my life, I don't even have time to breathe, work and family demand more of me than my body can. A new project also chose to emerge at this time and I can't turn my back on it.

I know I've been gone for many days but just today I had the strength to lift this post, I swear that opening my networks led me to a crisis of crying, anxiety, anger, tachycardia
This post will be a bit long but I will tell you what happens because they do not deserve to be kept waiting so long with their commissions or I cannot provide an answer.

For 1 year I have been suffering harassment in my personal networks from people who steal my characters, my art, my style, who plagiarize everything they can, there are 4 people who dedicated themselves to doing me all kinds of harm and this time I reached a point of break.
The ponies, the adopts and the art were my world, my happy place, my zone where I went in bad times, but today it became part of all that bad that hurts me.
I just swear I want to cry all day and disappear forever, but I would be very immature and irresponsible after almost 3 years of foray into DA, besides you are not to blame for what happens in my personal life

Regarding commissions, I want to ship everything, but if I do something right now, I feel like I'm going to do shit and it would be unfair to deliver poor quality, if you can't wait I'll gladly offer you a refund
As soon as all this improves a bit, I will send everything flying and with extra details for the inconvenience, but really, even if I want to, I can't even make a straight line, combine colors, nothing, I just have a very cloudy judgment
I have +2000 commissions dispatched to date between Facebook, DA, FA, TH, Discord, YCH, and they have even asked me by email
I clarify this for those who decided to commission me recently, you can see my entire career and all my uploaded works

Know how to seriously apologize, those who have commissioned me for a long time know that I am dutiful and punctual, but this time it was impossible for me, I fell apart and had no support, I just kept quiet and it was worse because I swallowed all that shit that I should have released and now I am facing the consequences.

I will continue here reading and trying to get everything done as soon as possible, only I will be absent for a while until I manage to get my life and especially myself back into rhythm, since I have lost my weight to 40kg and I am at risk for not wanting to eat or sleep

I'm sorry if it's too much, I don't like to talk about my private life but you all deserve an explanation for my absence
Only i need a break