these last few weeks have been the worse for me since i feel that not only that i lost friends i could chat with but i feel like the embers of my life are wilting and the person i am is fading. I've tried being the support, I've tried being the person who people want me to be, but i can't.

People judge me and make assumptions on my goals or plans, but simply I've just wanted to live a peaceful life with barely any stress. But i guess i'll never find what am looking for since when i thought i found a place that i can be myself and just chat, as soon as things go wrong i lost it all. I made a mistake and i couldn't correct it and now am back were i started.

whether i'll end up alone in a place with no happiness and be forgotten or idk am lost.