"What do you think about after you do stuff....

Do you sit there? Lay there? Fall asleep? Snuggle? How long are you supposed to snuggle? Do you have to? Are you supposed to?

What do you even accomplish from doing anything of the sort? Does it really do good for a relationship if you don't want to do it or it makes you feel sick but the other person yearns and begs for it?

Where is the line between petting through hair 'lovingly' and then because you have to or its considered condescending?

I'd rather just listen to the rain and thunder... is that so hard? What's wrong with juts being alone after being around you for so long? Fresh air over your heated breath on my face or in my literal nose or mouth?

Is it just me feeling suffocated when they say they aren't snuggled enough? Why do I feel so chained but like.. I have to do it; yet wanting or knowing I should want to do it?

What's wrong with me to think something I want to do is such a chore?.... I need a cigarette..."


What I finished in 3 hours while live; streaming on kick!