"One day the plane ticket will be one-way, but for now.. I'll wait."

Distance in relationships has always been a struggle for me.
I tend to fall for people across the globe, of course that had to be the case for my soulmate too..
Every day I struggle with the separation and on some days (like today) it is nearly unbearable (no pun intended). It's a hurt that is hard to explain, if you've been through it I'm sure you understand.
Anxiety and depression and extreme emotions surely don't help either with the problem, yet there has not been a day I have questioned this relationship.
There hasn't been a day of doubt, there hasn't been a day I wasn't sure that I wanted this.
I love this man. I would do anything for him, and if that means I have to move across the entire planet just to be with him then I would do it in a heartbeat.
And I will.
I just wish time would pass a little faster, I'm getting so impatient to see him again.. to see my friend again.
I'm scared of the future, terrified. But I'll keep going.
For us.
Together forever, as always.

My soulmate and future husband:  Grayspine <3

PS:
If you are waiting on art from me, dont worry, I'm still working on it!! I've just been having a lot of struggles lately, my elderly cat is sick, theres family problems going on, I'm in driving school, planning another trip to canada/america, add depression onto that yada yada.. you get the gist!
It might take me a bit to finish your piece and I will be infinitely thankful for your patience, I love you! <3