To be honest, I've been feeling that way for the last few days
Crying , gorging , distracted , laughing from memes , looking at photos , crying and it 's a vicious circle
Yesterday there was a wake and everything attached to it , this is the most terrible thing that happened to me, it's just unbearable to see a coffin , to see a loved one there , to understand that he is no more and will never be, nothing can be repaired and fixed
I try to distract myself , but as soon as the realization comes , it starts to cover again and again , you get tired of crying and fall into sleep , waking up again you get a slap in the face from reality and plunge into grief
When I said my farewell speech, I just almost cried, because remembering the good things with the realization that everything ended incredibly painful.
Appreciate your loved ones, call them and tell them how much you love them, because you will never guess when they may leave us. 💔
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I... Know this all to well. Loss after loss has a way of getting to you. I can't fully describe how it's effected me, but... I've never been more scared of losing anything or anyone else in my whole life. I'm just wondering what or who will be next sometimes.
I treasure all my loved ones, my friends, so dearly. I'm afraid of losing them, since I can't be alone.
I treasure all my loved ones, my friends, so dearly. I'm afraid of losing them, since I can't be alone.
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