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You wouldn't believe how much they weigh;
all those words I never say.
Thoughts, emotions, lies I keep
in the throes of haunted sleep.
I feel, I feel, but never say,
and you wouldn't believe how much I weigh.
Notes For The Masses: Hokay, so, one: I'm not like, suicidal. It's all good. Just the usual insecurities. Sugar's got a dark side too you know. Sugar's deeper than you think. Am I all THAT fat? Honestly, not really. But when you carry around as much self-doubt and even self-loathing as I often do, it dulls the pain, in a way, to turn it outward.
*cough* That, and I let my body go because I was so damn stressed out over my last semester, and of course now I feel horrible that I'm not further along in my weight loss goals than I hoped I'd be by now. None of my summer clothes (aka the "skinny" clothes I bought) fit yet, of course. Not gaining, but just not losing... well now that I'm more free-time I'm back at the gym but GODS it's slow. More so because every time I look at myself it's just a reminder of one more thing I can't do right. And that, really, is the crux of my issue.
YAY EMO MOMENTS! HENCE SCRAPPAGE.
all those words I never say.
Thoughts, emotions, lies I keep
in the throes of haunted sleep.
I feel, I feel, but never say,
and you wouldn't believe how much I weigh.
Notes For The Masses: Hokay, so, one: I'm not like, suicidal. It's all good. Just the usual insecurities. Sugar's got a dark side too you know. Sugar's deeper than you think. Am I all THAT fat? Honestly, not really. But when you carry around as much self-doubt and even self-loathing as I often do, it dulls the pain, in a way, to turn it outward.
*cough* That, and I let my body go because I was so damn stressed out over my last semester, and of course now I feel horrible that I'm not further along in my weight loss goals than I hoped I'd be by now. None of my summer clothes (aka the "skinny" clothes I bought) fit yet, of course. Not gaining, but just not losing... well now that I'm more free-time I'm back at the gym but GODS it's slow. More so because every time I look at myself it's just a reminder of one more thing I can't do right. And that, really, is the crux of my issue.
YAY EMO MOMENTS! HENCE SCRAPPAGE.
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I'd put it this way myself...
You are beautiful, no matter what they say. So what if you have a few extra pounds??
You cant expect to be a supermodel, and would you really be true to yourself that way to begin with?
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF TROUBADOUR.
...Thats all from me.
You are beautiful, no matter what they say. So what if you have a few extra pounds??
You cant expect to be a supermodel, and would you really be true to yourself that way to begin with?
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF TROUBADOUR.
...Thats all from me.
It sure is! I'm curious though, did you mean my writing was funny, the pic, or just the whole insecurity deal? I think moments like this are either 1) too universal to be funny 2) too universal to NOT be funny or 3) a little of both. ^_^
I gotta admit, I like how MOA's face turned out in the "sleepless night" part of the image... unexpected cuteness in the midst of scribbled angst. XD
I gotta admit, I like how MOA's face turned out in the "sleepless night" part of the image... unexpected cuteness in the midst of scribbled angst. XD
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