In contrast of the tribute I drew a few months ago, I wanted to draw something for  bladude53 for his birthday, and maybe draw something when I'm in a way better mood. I didn't wish him a happy birthday while he was here and that sort of bothered me. Felt like I had to do it at least once. He was someone I liked seeing on my timeline on twitter every day, someone I eventually talked to, and I'll always appreciate those moments. I'll appreciate that I at least got the chance to talk and exist with people who brighten my day, either directly or indirectly, like how he did.

Message to friends:
I want to thank everyone who's talked with me to make me feel better and not beat myself up about this. I want to thank everyone who reassured me and validated my feelings. I want to thank everyone who has helped me and continues to help me when I have my bouts of hopelessness. And I want to thank everyone who even look at my art. I draw for myself to improve, and I draw for others because it makes me feel good. It's mainly the reason why I wanted to learn to draw, other than bringing my creations from my head to something I can see and for others to appreciate. Seriously, thank you all.

Message to bladude:
Happy birthday Momo! I never got to wish you one before. I wish I did, there are a lot of things I wish I could have done, which is why I'm wishing one to you right now, and I'm hoping you're celebrating like nothing's happened wherever you are. And hopefully, I'll come and wish you one directly someday! I hope you're resting in peace, Momo, and I hope you know how much you impacted others.

Don't be sad that it's over, be happy that it happened