To the people whom know me, i don't need to say i word more to describe this poem then this... xxryexx





I Still Fucking Remember what we used to be
We lived our relationship so happy & free

Every day we were together I loved you so
A hell of a lot more then you will ever know

Oh god I think of you every fucking day
Making it so that the memories won’t fade away

That was the biggest fucking mistake I have ever made
And I fear that all my repercussions have yet to be paid

Every word I speak you just won’t believe
Even when I want to change & need reprieve
You were my angel to which my prayers were received

No matter how much I smile every god damn day
That mother fucking scar just won’t go away

I like to think there’s a part of you that still loves me
But I understand that’s a fucking dream & this is reality

Oh Jesus Christ! I want you back so fucking bad
Every day without you makes me so fucking sad

But I know you don’t give a fuck if I live or die
Every time I think of those words just makes me cry

But every part of your soul doesn’t give a shit
And every day I get stronger, it’s my heart you split

You may not say a word but it’s your absence that hurts
And now my happiness just comes in spurts

You still don’t regret a fucking word you said
The pain of that makes it hard to get out of bed

You told me once you needed me in your life someway
But the meaning of those words just did not stay

Now I see nothing can dull these excruciating pains
Because your love & care still flows through my veins
And restricts my release with these heavy chains
And I find myself alone, among these open plains