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-Josh
I woke up a few hours later, Cody asleep, cradled in my arms. It felt so right this way. There’s something about him, something, special. I don’t know what it is, every time I see his chest rise and fall, his tail swish or his ears twitch in his sleep, it makes me smile, he makes me smile.
I still have one worry though…telling my parents. Or should I? Maybe I could just wait it out until I get to collage? Its only two years away. I think I could wait.
But could Cody? He’s already out, and he loves it. I don’t think I could take that away from him. Me hiding my sexuality would be just coward.
But then again, me coming out. It could always go wrong for me…then I wouldn’t have him at all?...
“What’s wrong?” Cody asked, sleepy eyed.
“Huh? How long have you been awake?”
“Long enough to see you stare at my tail for the past 15 minutes. Hehe.”
“Damn hehe, I’m sorry, it’s a cute tail!”
“Something wrong, Josh?”
“Uhm, Kind of…” I stall to think weather to ask or not. “…what was it like coming out for you?”
“Oh, um…I don’t want to talk about it sorry…”
“Oh, okay…that bad huh?..”
“No, well…it was…different.”
“Okay…Listen, I’m hungry and I’ve been listening to your stomach grumble for the past 5 minutes, so want to go get a bite to eat? I think Roy’s is open.”
Roy’s is a small café somewhere between mine and Josh’s house.
I really want to find out what happened with Josh. But I don’t want to pressure him into telling me. He seems pretty shaken up about it
Anyway, my mind is elsewhere, Valentine’s Day is this Monday coming. I really want to get him special…but I haven’t got much money.
I arrivied home early the next morning after Cody and I ate. Unfortunatly I wasn't early enough, for when I snuck back in through my bedroom window, my door was open and the light was on. Damn.
I snuck in anyway and put on sweat pants and took off my top, making myself look like I was asleep. I strolled out into the kitchen, sleepy eyed of course.
"Mornin' " I said to my mom, who was cooking breakfast at the time.
"I guess, for me anyway."
"Huh?"
"I know you weren't in last night! Where the hell were you Joshua!?" she yelled. I hate when she calls me Joshua, and she knows that.
"I...um, I was just...out."
"You better not be doing drugs again!"
"Mommm, I wasn't doing drugs before, I swear! I was out with someone."
"Who?" She snapped quickly, not leaving me much time to think.
"A girl, my, uh, girlfriend."
"What's her name?"
"Co-..." I began "...Colly."
"Bring her around sometime then." I was suprised she just left it at that.
"Oh, by the way, you dad's coming home next weekend." She added.
-Cody
When I arrived back early Sunday morning, much to my suprise my dad wasn't there. I went downstairs and I noticed a note on the table.
Hope ya dah fun last night I'll be back for dinner...
Ahh, I love my Dad. He knows I wouldn't sneak out for no reason, and if I did, it would be a good one.
I went to the kitchen, took my pills, and went back in to watch t.v. when I got an unexpected call from Josh.
"Cody?" He started.
"Hey, you..." I smilled. "...what's up?"
"My mom caught me sneaking out last night. She asked why and...and I messed up and said I was out with my...my girlfriend, sorry."
"I'm not girly, am I?"
"Of course not...well...Anyway, she asked me to invite you -or her-or whoever over next weekend for dinner! What will I do?"
"Well, if I do come over...I'm not going in drag or anything...So either you tell them or just say I can't make it or something."
"But...I kind of want you to meet my family." He admits.
"Really?..Even your mom?"
"Well, no. But it's a package deal. Hehe, why don't I just say your my friend or something?"
"Well....okay, I guess."
"You guess?"
"Well, your going to have to tell them sometime. I don't want to be going out with someone who is still closeted, if you know what I mean?" I felt really shallow saying that so I added, "...Well, what I mean is...you can't keep putting it off, I did, and it ended up pretty rough."
"So, you won't be my boyfriend for long then if I don't come out?"
"No, I'm not saying th-...wait...I'm you boyfriend!" Omg, I didn't think he would call me that.
"Well, am I yours?"
"Oh my god yes!" This made me so happy, I kinow it's just a word, but it's more than that, It's like...we're actually together now.
-Josh
After my call with Cody, I felt strangly happy. Wether it was the fact that we're now 'boyfriends' or because he was okay with him coming to dinner, I don't know. But it felt good.
I also had another problem pushing down on me. Coming out...should I do it? Or should I just wait it out and hopefully Cody will stay with me. If it comes down to it, I would pick Cody any day. Screw my family, my friends and whatever else I might lose. He's worth it. But where would I live if it got bad? Cody's dad sounds pretty cool, but I haven't even met the guy yet, I'm not going to just show up at his doorstep with my tail between my legs. Sigh.
The rest of the week went as usualy. School 'til four, homework until six, dinner and then I would call Cody for a few minutes.
What's strange to me is...I don't feel attracted to any other males. Cody seems to be the only one, he's unique. He is my own special extacy..hehe.
The week came and went. It was now saturday evening, my mom is a little upset that my 'girlfriend' can't come to dinner. She was a little happier though when I told her that a friend of mine is.
Sunday afternoon~
I was nervous, like, really nervous. Well, more anxious than nervous, I don't know. But I couldn't stop my tail from twitching all day.
I was hopping from paw to paw when my father walked in the door. He said little to me, just walked straight by. I don't know why I look up to him so much, when he couldn't care less about me.
Cody was the next to arrive through the door. And oh my god, he was stunning. He was a little overdressed but I guess he was just looking to impress. He was wearing a white shirt with some black patterns on it, along with a lovely pair of black jeans. I know it doesn't sound like much, but he looked like he was on his way to mass, not to dinner, not in my house.
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-Josh
I woke up a few hours later, Cody asleep, cradled in my arms. It felt so right this way. There’s something about him, something, special. I don’t know what it is, every time I see his chest rise and fall, his tail swish or his ears twitch in his sleep, it makes me smile, he makes me smile.
I still have one worry though…telling my parents. Or should I? Maybe I could just wait it out until I get to collage? Its only two years away. I think I could wait.
But could Cody? He’s already out, and he loves it. I don’t think I could take that away from him. Me hiding my sexuality would be just coward.
But then again, me coming out. It could always go wrong for me…then I wouldn’t have him at all?...
“What’s wrong?” Cody asked, sleepy eyed.
“Huh? How long have you been awake?”
“Long enough to see you stare at my tail for the past 15 minutes. Hehe.”
“Damn hehe, I’m sorry, it’s a cute tail!”
“Something wrong, Josh?”
“Uhm, Kind of…” I stall to think weather to ask or not. “…what was it like coming out for you?”
“Oh, um…I don’t want to talk about it sorry…”
“Oh, okay…that bad huh?..”
“No, well…it was…different.”
“Okay…Listen, I’m hungry and I’ve been listening to your stomach grumble for the past 5 minutes, so want to go get a bite to eat? I think Roy’s is open.”
Roy’s is a small café somewhere between mine and Josh’s house.
I really want to find out what happened with Josh. But I don’t want to pressure him into telling me. He seems pretty shaken up about it
Anyway, my mind is elsewhere, Valentine’s Day is this Monday coming. I really want to get him special…but I haven’t got much money.
I arrivied home early the next morning after Cody and I ate. Unfortunatly I wasn't early enough, for when I snuck back in through my bedroom window, my door was open and the light was on. Damn.
I snuck in anyway and put on sweat pants and took off my top, making myself look like I was asleep. I strolled out into the kitchen, sleepy eyed of course.
"Mornin' " I said to my mom, who was cooking breakfast at the time.
"I guess, for me anyway."
"Huh?"
"I know you weren't in last night! Where the hell were you Joshua!?" she yelled. I hate when she calls me Joshua, and she knows that.
"I...um, I was just...out."
"You better not be doing drugs again!"
"Mommm, I wasn't doing drugs before, I swear! I was out with someone."
"Who?" She snapped quickly, not leaving me much time to think.
"A girl, my, uh, girlfriend."
"What's her name?"
"Co-..." I began "...Colly."
"Bring her around sometime then." I was suprised she just left it at that.
"Oh, by the way, you dad's coming home next weekend." She added.
-Cody
When I arrived back early Sunday morning, much to my suprise my dad wasn't there. I went downstairs and I noticed a note on the table.
Hope ya dah fun last night I'll be back for dinner...
Ahh, I love my Dad. He knows I wouldn't sneak out for no reason, and if I did, it would be a good one.
I went to the kitchen, took my pills, and went back in to watch t.v. when I got an unexpected call from Josh.
"Cody?" He started.
"Hey, you..." I smilled. "...what's up?"
"My mom caught me sneaking out last night. She asked why and...and I messed up and said I was out with my...my girlfriend, sorry."
"I'm not girly, am I?"
"Of course not...well...Anyway, she asked me to invite you -or her-or whoever over next weekend for dinner! What will I do?"
"Well, if I do come over...I'm not going in drag or anything...So either you tell them or just say I can't make it or something."
"But...I kind of want you to meet my family." He admits.
"Really?..Even your mom?"
"Well, no. But it's a package deal. Hehe, why don't I just say your my friend or something?"
"Well....okay, I guess."
"You guess?"
"Well, your going to have to tell them sometime. I don't want to be going out with someone who is still closeted, if you know what I mean?" I felt really shallow saying that so I added, "...Well, what I mean is...you can't keep putting it off, I did, and it ended up pretty rough."
"So, you won't be my boyfriend for long then if I don't come out?"
"No, I'm not saying th-...wait...I'm you boyfriend!" Omg, I didn't think he would call me that.
"Well, am I yours?"
"Oh my god yes!" This made me so happy, I kinow it's just a word, but it's more than that, It's like...we're actually together now.
-Josh
After my call with Cody, I felt strangly happy. Wether it was the fact that we're now 'boyfriends' or because he was okay with him coming to dinner, I don't know. But it felt good.
I also had another problem pushing down on me. Coming out...should I do it? Or should I just wait it out and hopefully Cody will stay with me. If it comes down to it, I would pick Cody any day. Screw my family, my friends and whatever else I might lose. He's worth it. But where would I live if it got bad? Cody's dad sounds pretty cool, but I haven't even met the guy yet, I'm not going to just show up at his doorstep with my tail between my legs. Sigh.
The rest of the week went as usualy. School 'til four, homework until six, dinner and then I would call Cody for a few minutes.
What's strange to me is...I don't feel attracted to any other males. Cody seems to be the only one, he's unique. He is my own special extacy..hehe.
The week came and went. It was now saturday evening, my mom is a little upset that my 'girlfriend' can't come to dinner. She was a little happier though when I told her that a friend of mine is.
Sunday afternoon~
I was nervous, like, really nervous. Well, more anxious than nervous, I don't know. But I couldn't stop my tail from twitching all day.
I was hopping from paw to paw when my father walked in the door. He said little to me, just walked straight by. I don't know why I look up to him so much, when he couldn't care less about me.
Cody was the next to arrive through the door. And oh my god, he was stunning. He was a little overdressed but I guess he was just looking to impress. He was wearing a white shirt with some black patterns on it, along with a lovely pair of black jeans. I know it doesn't sound like much, but he looked like he was on his way to mass, not to dinner, not in my house.
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