I was wrong; medical pain and regular pain is the same

I realized I don't react well to pain. It's (the pain) making me feel emotions that seem like they have nothing to do with it (the pain)

I'm angry, sad, hopeless, and irrational. I literally thought that I had hit an extreme wave of depression, and I did, but I thought it was like those times where the depression had come out of nowhere. It makes me kinda re-think all those times I had thought I had just suddenly become more sad than usual lol

i took pain meds and feel a little better.

also drawing helps...