Pretty much what I feel like I am to my family..
never became what they wanted me to be, never accomplished any of my dreams or goals.
I'm just used as an example for my lil brother not to turn out like.
when your teachers and even your own parents use you as an example like that...it really does hurt...makes me feel like a failure to them .__. *sighs*
did this vent yesterday after a small breakdown..and i wasnt in the mood to draw canines..so made jessica into a horse .w. least i can try to get back into drawing something i used to really love
was gonna have a speedpaint for this .-. changed my mind though, just lookin at the pic kinda brings my mood down even though i like how it turned out
Art and Jessica belong to me
never became what they wanted me to be, never accomplished any of my dreams or goals.
I'm just used as an example for my lil brother not to turn out like.
when your teachers and even your own parents use you as an example like that...it really does hurt...makes me feel like a failure to them .__. *sighs*
did this vent yesterday after a small breakdown..and i wasnt in the mood to draw canines..so made jessica into a horse .w. least i can try to get back into drawing something i used to really love
was gonna have a speedpaint for this .-. changed my mind though, just lookin at the pic kinda brings my mood down even though i like how it turned out
Art and Jessica belong to me
Category All / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Horse
Size 1000 x 1200px
File Size 1.09 MB
I punched my grandfather yesterday. and he doesn't like the person i am, he's mad that i went into working with horses and not following his career choice. but yet he forgave me even when i didn't want to be forgiven. Your parents may not show it. i am sure they have some amount of pride in you in some way.
Actually I don't consider you an example for failure by any means. I mean.. look at this picture - it is very well done - way beyond anything many other people can possibly accomplish - myself included.
I agree, however, that being treated like that by parents and teachers DOES hurt a lot. Yet don't let it drag you down. For everyone who thinks you have failed in something there is AT LEAST ONE other person who thinks you did not.
I for one do think that you have no reason to tear yourself apart because of other people's attempts to make you feel bad. I for one do like you and your art - whatever that might be worth to you.
I agree, however, that being treated like that by parents and teachers DOES hurt a lot. Yet don't let it drag you down. For everyone who thinks you have failed in something there is AT LEAST ONE other person who thinks you did not.
I for one do think that you have no reason to tear yourself apart because of other people's attempts to make you feel bad. I for one do like you and your art - whatever that might be worth to you.
Hun, there's nothing wrong about you. So they think of you as a failure, yes? They're probably only doing so because they themselves are immature. Perhaps have low self-esteem. If you have a problem, you need to tell them personally. If they deny it, they're not deserving of life itself yet.
I really wouldn't think of you as a failure. You've made yourself more than anything they could be already. You're way more mature than they are. It's a shame how they're still just children inside. Always thinking they're the better of people, thinking they can get what they want by acting immaturely. That's not how anything works.
I assume your brother us young, as he wouldn't see that everybody goes through a horrible depression stage where anything can hurt them. You'd be a great role model anyway. I'm sure you have a much brighter personality when you're not with them. It's just that group of people that you feel horrible being around, yet almost everywhere else, you can be happier than a fat kid with a Big Mac.
There's nothing wrong with you, but it's them instead. Don't let a few KIDS ruin your life.
I really wouldn't think of you as a failure. You've made yourself more than anything they could be already. You're way more mature than they are. It's a shame how they're still just children inside. Always thinking they're the better of people, thinking they can get what they want by acting immaturely. That's not how anything works.
I assume your brother us young, as he wouldn't see that everybody goes through a horrible depression stage where anything can hurt them. You'd be a great role model anyway. I'm sure you have a much brighter personality when you're not with them. It's just that group of people that you feel horrible being around, yet almost everywhere else, you can be happier than a fat kid with a Big Mac.
There's nothing wrong with you, but it's them instead. Don't let a few KIDS ruin your life.
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