this is a quick drawing of what i had become years ago my depression after my mate and son were murdered it drove me to using again and i had a bloodlust that could never be satisfied and no i dont mean drinking it my rage had become out of control all that had happend in my life and the violent things in had done drove me to suicide but when i put the barrel of my old glock 18 in my mouth and pulled the trigger somehow the round jamed in the chamber after that my true friends finally convinsed me to get the help i needed.
others ask me that if i could go back in time and change things would i do it and i tell em no because if i woud have never went through the hard life i had than i wouldnt be who i am today. if anyone out there needs any kinda help let me know and i'll do what i can