At a time I was feeling very sad about being mateless and alone, I drew this picture to sort of represent those feelings. This picture gave me an amazing opportunity to do my first full color background, where as before most of my images didn't have any, or were very primitive. It wasn't an easy task coloring everything and finding the right 'look' for some of the plants, but I managed it. One of the hardest pictures I've ever had to do in so many ways, but very fulfilling. Originally this image was posted with a very long poem that sort of tied in with it. But that poem really isn't relevant to it anymore, and I'd rather associate Boz the bulls picture of crying with some of his pains, rather then my own.