This is pretty much how my depresion feels when it gets combined with my paranoia = Insanity so I drew him like my evil self since we all have evilness inside our hearts and my insanity and fear are technically me so this is how it was born.
Dont get me wrong, yes it's my style and everything a bit cute but while I was drawing this I felt scared while drawing it because this is my really dark desires I have sometimes.

He is actually saying something so I will tell you:

Kill yourself already......
Noone will miss you........
You would do us all a favor Tom after youre gone.....
Its easy.....just go to the kitchen and grab the knife and slit your throat.
If you do this, you will no longer have pain......

And here is sometimes my most horrible desires that I hate and that scare me:

Kill everyone....
Kill the people in school.....
Kill your loved ones.......
It will be fun to see your loved ones slain and massacred by your hand......
Let see some blood and the feeling of a person dying in your hands.


This is really horrible for me..................Im glad that I managed to hold on so long but I dont want to do anything horrible.............