i can only see like 5 words from that

are you like me? partially colour blind?

uhhh no

"my greatest fear is being alone"

I'm right there with ya u-u

I was afraid to admit it, but the only way to conquer your fears is to realize them, and let them no you're not afraid.

You are only a monster if you submit to your own demon.

that's very true. The only way to free yourself from something is to actually admit it has you first.

I just got out of a 5yr relationship, and dived into a new one. My ex is mad for me moving on so quickly, but hey... I'm actaully brightening up!

I know there's someone out there for me!
Thank you so much! I will!!

It was mutual, because he had once hurt me so much that it never really healed, and I was already drifting away. He pulled the plug, out of emotionally distress, and I moved on.

Not so much that he was mad at me, he was mad at himself. He still loved me, but he just couldn't handle me being with someone else.
My best friend is the one causing the drama, because he [my best friend] is upset that I didn't give a "respectable amount of time for him to get over" me. And I know he has a thing for my ex...

It's a cycle of drama, because after my ex [Rhodi] and I broke up, my best friend [Kinon] and I began a relationship, where I fell for him. Sometime after Kinon and I broke up, he and Rhodi got together. Then Rhodi came back to me, and Kinon still loves him, but Rhodi loves me... Now I'm with Ricono, who's ex-love is Alixander [who is also an ex of mine and Kinon], Kinon was pissed at both of us and comforted Rhodi.
Rhodi is no longer ANY part of my life, despite my wanting to be friends, and Kinon has yet to apologize to me for all the drama he caused, yet he is still trying to act so buddy-buddy. I have no problem with his love for Rhodi, I only desire an apology for yelling at me for the situation before understanding my side of the story....

Sorry, that was all unnecessary... I think that needed to be vented.

No worries. I'm open about my life; I don't like secrets or being "around-the-bush". I have MANY friends who are openly gay or bisexual, and sadly, most of them have been or are in the cycle... As Ricono puts it: "it's more like a 'love-octagon' than a 'love-triangle'..".

Better for you that you don't have to deal with all of the emotional gay-drama, lol

All I can say is the usual advice:
They're not really your friends if they can't accept you for who you are.
I know that first-hand. A lot of the friends I had stayed with me, as homophobic as they were, and now they're completely comfortable. The ones who couldn't accept me led on and got into some bad stuff. Good riddence :)

Just do it when you feel ready.
I only advise that you do it at somepoint, because it will be awkward and painful for sometime, but once it's out there, if you give it a little time, things usually fall into place.

Thanks... I tend to be more logical than emotional.
But I have a Hitch-complex. I am good with advice, and works for everyone else but me.

Everyone else follows my advice and it turns out fine.
I take my own advice and things twist and turn.