Got my defult profile picture, that I lowkey wanna redo as its a little old. But it still works splendedly so thats a problem for a few months from now.
Made one for halloween, wrapped lily in bandaged. I did that for a genuin costume for halloween at an event, got to say "I'm a mummy" without being a big... I think its funny ok!
Now its xmas and... well... this isn't very little but tbh. Xmas hasen't been a kid thing for a very long time.
Context.

As a kid I belived in santa for a good long while, belived longer than anyone in the family so far. But after that xmas quickly terned from a time to spend to gether and into a guessing game to figure out what each other wanted... it was a bit like that before but it never felt it as santa did most of the gifts... ya know?
Well.. Knowing they all came from people ment I had to give them really good gifts too. Show my love to them by buying em a good gift... At the time I was a kid and now I'm unemployed, to top it off they all got money. They will just buy what they want! Never tell me!
Before you say make something, I have. Grandad likes anything we make and has kept every xmas card we ever did. He is fairly easy.
Nan hates everything I make with one exeption.
Mum only likes elephants, I can only do so many elephant ideas!
Sibling, we normaly just exchange a game in hopes the other wanted it... both the same ruff price too so its just.. why don't we buy the games we want for arself? not guessing what the other wants....
Kinda all results in me feeling like a failure to show my love/apreciation in the same way they do...

Sorry that got a bit tmi....
But it kinda explains the profile pic, why its not really little and more grown up. Xmas hasn't been fun for a long time, just fake displays of love.

Last year it was a little better as I spent time with friends at an event, cuddled antie and bab bab for ages. No gifts, well we did secret santa but limited to a fiver in price.
Hopeing this year the family will accept my wishes of no gifts to me, we just spend time together.