awww im so sorry to hear that sweety. you will find someone better*nods and smiles big*

*snugs tight*
Thanks a bunch. And I know I will. I just wish he'd(or she'd) fall into my lap right now. xD

*falls into your lap?* :)

Aww *huggles teh Kao* It's okay. All lonely type peoples find others eventually.

Eh. I know. But it just...I thought he was the one you know? And getting ripped back to the reality that he was a real dick just hurts.

Aye - it prolly will. Wanna go commiserate with me? I haven't had a girlfriend for three years

xB

I dunno...I'm not much in the mood for anything but to curl up in a ball and snuggle with someone...

Well man that sucks, lady. I don't suppose there's a lot I could say to help, but things will turn around for you. They did for me.

Yes they did for you indeed. And I hope they do for me too.

But you know me Adam..I'm not one who does well alone. Not at all. I'm too needy, and right now I just need someone...I wish it could be him...to hold me tight and not let go for hours, just telling me it will be alright, and then yea...blah. I dunno.

harsh... well you know all the chi-shay things they say things are greener on the other side, plenty of fish yada yada...
heres sumthin a bit new
ya know your a cool chic, hell I KNOW your a cool chic so you'll be alright without someone who does you wrong like that. the way i see it he/she dosent deserve you

Blah. He doesn't deserve me. But I'm not ready to give up on him...and I don't know why! It's making me mad. Because until just a little bit ago I was all for moving on...and now I just want him to hold me and never let go...

well last moves up to you. just make sure you do whats right for you. makes sure its what you want and not what you'll regret later.

I know I'll regret my decission either way. Why?

Because I've never loved anyone as much as I love him, theres just something about him that he doesn't even realize is there that just makes it all the more hard to be angry at him, or get over him. I'll always love him. So if I stayed with him, I'd regret staying with someone who is immature and doesn't know what he really wants who will constantly use me, but if I leave I'll regret loosing the one I truly love forever. So yea.

aww come now, your not backed into that kind of corner you can try to remind him of what important. If you dont think its that hopeless that is... and even if you sever the ties you got now i think you'll regret it less cause your not being used anymore.

Awr, man, that's not fair at all! Sorry to hear that, babe. At least you seem to be taking it okay... sorta...

*hugs*

At any rate, the picture is well drawn, anyway... good work there.

Hahah...I'm not taking it well at all...crying myself to sleep everyday. Not sleeping straight through the days(yes, days not nights, I work thirds) and just...I feel so lost, confused and torn. Blah. And I was more than ready to let go when I drew this, then went totally bi-polar or something and just want to beg him to change his mind...