Heyo y’all, another year has passed, and man has it been one of the years. There’s been a lot of both good and bad, pushing myself out of my comfort zone, battling with mental health and art motivation, all that fun stuff. I’d do a big recap like I did last year and state my wishes for 2024, but I’m gonna be honest, I’m exhausted, but I’ll do my best to write and collect my thoughts.
2023 has been a big year of change and moving towards improvement in my personal life, I’ve gone through a lot of things I don’t really feel like going into here, I’ve hurt, felt joy, felt safe, felt alone, felt fear, insecurity, been through bad episodes of anxiety and depression, but I’ve also learned from experiences, felt joy, felt loved, appreciation, a whole spectrum of stuff. In the end I feel like I’m ending on a positive note, feeling better and like I’ve grown from the experiences, whether they’ve been good or bad. Healing and improving has been a long process and it will continue to be a long process and I’m looking forward to seeing how 2024 goes, how it lets us grow and experience. I have hope
For all of you who have stuck with me, friends, watchers, all of you continuing to enjoy my content, interacting with me, showing me your love and support, I very deeply appreciate you, y’all make my day, make me feel loved and give me motivation to continue being here and to keep pushing forwards <3
I don’t have much to show from this year’s art haul, and some months i only had like 2-3 images to choose from, a lot of them being unrendered and simple, which in a way is a bit disappointing, but I can’t fault needing to take breaks and space from this since it can be very overwhelming when there is no inspiration or irl stuff gets in the way and I can’t focus on my art. I’m hoping in 2024 I can find more time to be more consistent and produce more art for y’all to enjoy, take more commissions, give more gifts, hell, I hit 2k watchers and I need to host a raffle for y’all! So yeah
I’m cautious, but also optimistic
My thoughts are very scattered, so I’m sorry if this is a pain to read or I repeat myself. I just want y’all to know I very much appreciate y’all, all the watches, comments, faves, support, and all that. I hope y’all have\had a lovely New Year <3
2023 has been a big year of change and moving towards improvement in my personal life, I’ve gone through a lot of things I don’t really feel like going into here, I’ve hurt, felt joy, felt safe, felt alone, felt fear, insecurity, been through bad episodes of anxiety and depression, but I’ve also learned from experiences, felt joy, felt loved, appreciation, a whole spectrum of stuff. In the end I feel like I’m ending on a positive note, feeling better and like I’ve grown from the experiences, whether they’ve been good or bad. Healing and improving has been a long process and it will continue to be a long process and I’m looking forward to seeing how 2024 goes, how it lets us grow and experience. I have hope
For all of you who have stuck with me, friends, watchers, all of you continuing to enjoy my content, interacting with me, showing me your love and support, I very deeply appreciate you, y’all make my day, make me feel loved and give me motivation to continue being here and to keep pushing forwards <3
I don’t have much to show from this year’s art haul, and some months i only had like 2-3 images to choose from, a lot of them being unrendered and simple, which in a way is a bit disappointing, but I can’t fault needing to take breaks and space from this since it can be very overwhelming when there is no inspiration or irl stuff gets in the way and I can’t focus on my art. I’m hoping in 2024 I can find more time to be more consistent and produce more art for y’all to enjoy, take more commissions, give more gifts, hell, I hit 2k watchers and I need to host a raffle for y’all! So yeah
I’m cautious, but also optimistic
My thoughts are very scattered, so I’m sorry if this is a pain to read or I repeat myself. I just want y’all to know I very much appreciate y’all, all the watches, comments, faves, support, and all that. I hope y’all have\had a lovely New Year <3
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I feel like you expressed the points you wanted to make well enough, it reads just fine to me. There is absolutely nothing wrong with working at your own pace, or as inspiration strikes. Art is a creative endeavor, and it cannot be forced. I for one am most looking forward to seeing what personal projects you undertake in 2024! I am really glad you are feeling optimistic moving into the new year, I want that more than anything for you. Feeling cautious is understandable, but there we can always make the most of what is to come, and that is something to be excited for!
it's one of those things where I look at other people and see them working and posting often and I feel the need to also do the same, but I suppose part of this is me kinda learning that it's ok to do it at my own pace and that it doesn't mean I'm failing ??? like the want to stop involuntarily comparing myself to others which just ultimately makes me feel shitty and my motivation saps from the stress. And thank youuuuu, i want 2024 to be better for all of us, it's about time things started healing and feeling better from the past few years, i know it wasn't bad of everyone but a big portion of us have had constant not great thing after another. At least in my little community i want to make it a bit brighter if I can. Very much agreeeeed!
aaa thank youuu, Tis a bit hard to when I feel like I've been posting less and less and it hasn't really turned out to be the quality I want, and things haven't been quite the best personally but that just means improvement will happen, it usually does so I'm hopeful! ;; hoping you and Miza have a lovelyyyy 2024 tooooo <3333
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