So my crews where removed last friday that hold the two bones together (the two long screws in the middle if you see my xray) so the what ever band could heal. I can start to move again now but slowly. On that foot i can only put a weight of 20 Kilo, and thats not enough to walk again. It will take some weeks again and some training again to get me walk normal again, but the screws are gone i dont have to be carefully that i break them by accidentally standing on that foot.

But still, 80% of that happens in my head. I have often thought like "will i ever able to walk again", "whats gonna happen to my job" (They can't replace me and they want me back, but still) and "whats gonna happen with me". Doctors can give you prescriptions for medicine alot, what i need is a prescription for someone hugging me and telling me thats gonna be ok. Everyday is the same currently, i get up and my mom visits me and cooks something for the two of us because i cant do much on my own. Later i sleep alittle and then i play FF XIV Online and watch the x files.

i cant wair for this to be over.