Happy birthday to me?
24 years old...
this is the day that does not bring me as much joy as I would like.Maybe it's due to problems, or maybe it's because I'm just very tired.
When I was 16, I thought that my whole life was ahead of me, that I had a lot of time and nowhere to hurry.Today I turned 24 and I didn't achieve anything.I have a lot of drawing debts and financial debts.I made a lot of mistakes and got very confused in my life.I am very depressed from standing still and not achieving even the minimum goals.It's pretty sad and I get disappointed in myself very much every day.
But I will try not to despair and do everything the best I can, I have you and I want to please you with my art, my creativity.I may not achieve anything, my problems will remain, but I will have you.Only you motivate me to get out of bed every day and draw.Thank you for being there, thank you for your support.I really appreciate it❤️
24 years old...
this is the day that does not bring me as much joy as I would like.Maybe it's due to problems, or maybe it's because I'm just very tired.
When I was 16, I thought that my whole life was ahead of me, that I had a lot of time and nowhere to hurry.Today I turned 24 and I didn't achieve anything.I have a lot of drawing debts and financial debts.I made a lot of mistakes and got very confused in my life.I am very depressed from standing still and not achieving even the minimum goals.It's pretty sad and I get disappointed in myself very much every day.
But I will try not to despair and do everything the best I can, I have you and I want to please you with my art, my creativity.I may not achieve anything, my problems will remain, but I will have you.Only you motivate me to get out of bed every day and draw.Thank you for being there, thank you for your support.I really appreciate it❤️
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You have the same b-day as my sister in law. Don't worry, not a typical in law estrangement; we're actually super chill. And I hope your special day can be chill and productive as well! All my love and support to another artist and all the beautiful hard work they do! It sounds a little weird, but thanks for being alive. Thanks for being creative. Thanks for being you...I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, happy birthday!!
As for future and goals and all that. Just keep the faith and the strength to keep looking forward. Goals, achievements, and success always unfold slowly to those working for them. I've been where you are. Mother died, family went scorched earth on each other, 20K in college debt as just another American drop out....... im 34 now. Married, working hard in a stable job, driving an Audi, and debt free/saving for a house. Not here to flex...just saying, all your goals come as long ad you keep your focus on them.
You have the same b-day as my sister in law. Don't worry, not a typical in law estrangement; we're actually super chill. And I hope your special day can be chill and productive as well! All my love and support to another artist and all the beautiful hard work they do! It sounds a little weird, but thanks for being alive. Thanks for being creative. Thanks for being you...I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, happy birthday!!
As for future and goals and all that. Just keep the faith and the strength to keep looking forward. Goals, achievements, and success always unfold slowly to those working for them. I've been where you are. Mother died, family went scorched earth on each other, 20K in college debt as just another American drop out....... im 34 now. Married, working hard in a stable job, driving an Audi, and debt free/saving for a house. Not here to flex...just saying, all your goals come as long ad you keep your focus on them.
Happy Birthday I can empathise wit your feelings, I have the same thoughts at times whilst having just turned 31. Just remember that life is a crazy path and you never know where you'll end up. Just keep trying to enjoy it for everything and do the best that you can
Happy Birthday!
I just want to take a bit of time out to say that you're being really hard on yourself for thinking that you've gotten to 24 and achieved "nothing". Those years you've worked through with mistakes and frustration are years that everyone experiences (except for those who have access to mega wealth... but then they don't actually learn anything, do they?). Look back at those years not as "useless" but years where you worked on yourself, learning and finding out what you think works for you.
Do not be sad that you "have achieved nothing" when you compare yourself to others. Those people you see are the literal one-in-a-millions, those randos that had the luck to be in the right place, and the right friends in the right places to boost them up. They are not worth looking, thinking that you should be doing what they have done.
Instead, do what you want to do, what makes you happy, what you enjoy and what others enjoy in turn. Measure yourself only on your own goals, and remember to make them SMART goals (google it, it sounds silly but it makes sense). And don't think of life as a race to get a high score or to reach a goal. Otherwise all that matters is the goal, and what you did on the way <3
Here's to a happy birthday, and to many, MANY more! <3
I just want to take a bit of time out to say that you're being really hard on yourself for thinking that you've gotten to 24 and achieved "nothing". Those years you've worked through with mistakes and frustration are years that everyone experiences (except for those who have access to mega wealth... but then they don't actually learn anything, do they?). Look back at those years not as "useless" but years where you worked on yourself, learning and finding out what you think works for you.
Do not be sad that you "have achieved nothing" when you compare yourself to others. Those people you see are the literal one-in-a-millions, those randos that had the luck to be in the right place, and the right friends in the right places to boost them up. They are not worth looking, thinking that you should be doing what they have done.
Instead, do what you want to do, what makes you happy, what you enjoy and what others enjoy in turn. Measure yourself only on your own goals, and remember to make them SMART goals (google it, it sounds silly but it makes sense). And don't think of life as a race to get a high score or to reach a goal. Otherwise all that matters is the goal, and what you did on the way <3
Here's to a happy birthday, and to many, MANY more! <3
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