speaking of which, sir, i could have sworn you made a journal post about being a terrible boyfriend..
am i crazy or did you delete it
no offense, of course

You aren't crazy. That did happen, I didn't delete the journals tho, FA admins did. And if I'm being completely honest me and my boyfriend broke up a few days ago. Truth is in the end we were hurting eachother in our relationship. So we decided not to talk to eachother anymore to prevent that. I still have regrets for what I did. But I try to move on and try to better myself if I ever got into another relationship in the future.

ok good, i'm sorry that happened to you, but i'm glad to hear you both agreed it was for the best
in any case, the best thing to do is to work through it and use the experience to improve yourself going forward
take care of yourself