Whimsy, looking in the mirror and seeing Timbεr staring back.

Working with a new specialized therapist, spending weeks just trying to recap enough of the past 8 years to provide enough context for him to understand who I am and the needs I'm working on.

On top of that, I have some separate art projects trying to depict more of what happened in this timeframe. Putting together storyboards of things that I'd gone through, with a focus on how they shaped me.

All this focus on past trauma, trying to depict it both narratively and visually. It's been stirring up a lot of feelings. Hurt, and loss, and hatred. I know that's why so much focus has been Timbεr lately, showing so much more of that unraveled pain and anger that exists in the back of my mind.

This art piece specifically, when I saw it I realized that all this Timbεr art is a plea for help. I've been pushing things too hard, and parts of me are unraveling over it. This picture reflects my mental state right now.

All the hurt and hatred that exists from my past, it'll continue to get better. Who I am is more than just Timbεr.


Characters: Whimsy, Timbεr
Owner:  Amaiya
Artist: nutcharodey, with edits by Amaiya