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So the story goes on down a less traveled road.
It's a variation on the one I was old,
And although it's not the same, It's awful close
In an ordinary fairy tale land,
There's a promise of a perfect happy end.
And I imagine having just short of that,
Is better than nothing
So you'll be my Forever and Almost Always,
And I'll be fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that, you still care
In the corner of my mind, I know too well,
Oh that surely even I, deserve the best
But instead of leaving, I just put the issue to bed,
And out of my head,
Oh and just when I believe, you've changed for good.
Well you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would
When I've run out of second chances, you give me that look,
And you're off the hook,
Because you're my Forever and Almost Always,
And I'll be fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that, you still care
What am I still doing here?
It's all becoming so clear.
You'll be my Forever and Almost Always,
It ain't right to just love me when you can
I won't wait patiently, or wake up everyday
Just hoping that you'll still care
Forever and Almost Always,
No it ain't right to just love me when you can, baby
Ain't gonna wait patiently, I won't wake up everyday just hoping that you still care.
It's a variation on the one I was old,
And although it's not the same, It's awful close
In an ordinary fairy tale land,
There's a promise of a perfect happy end.
And I imagine having just short of that,
Is better than nothing
So you'll be my Forever and Almost Always,
And I'll be fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that, you still care
In the corner of my mind, I know too well,
Oh that surely even I, deserve the best
But instead of leaving, I just put the issue to bed,
And out of my head,
Oh and just when I believe, you've changed for good.
Well you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would
When I've run out of second chances, you give me that look,
And you're off the hook,
Because you're my Forever and Almost Always,
And I'll be fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that, you still care
What am I still doing here?
It's all becoming so clear.
You'll be my Forever and Almost Always,
It ain't right to just love me when you can
I won't wait patiently, or wake up everyday
Just hoping that you'll still care
Forever and Almost Always,
No it ain't right to just love me when you can, baby
Ain't gonna wait patiently, I won't wake up everyday just hoping that you still care.
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*offers hugs* I've been on both sides of this actually... and when i was receiving the longing glances, i didn't even know she was interested to begin with... Some people aren't very good at picking up on subtlety ^_^;
That said, if want someone to chat with, i'm always willing and open...
Wish you the best, and may you find that happiness you're looking for!
~Lisky
That said, if want someone to chat with, i'm always willing and open...
Wish you the best, and may you find that happiness you're looking for!
~Lisky
damnit. i was doing so well this morning, now im crying again. floe, as someone on the other side of this...sometimes, even tho it feels like you're holding on to so little, it can be amazing sometimes how much that little can surprise you with how much it can mean to you. You might think that you're constantly hurting someone but not be able to see in yourself the truly wonderfull and amazing things you do in those small, tiny, worthless-seeming (to you) moments. Sometimes, we tend to magnify our faults in our own minds, until they seem like anchors. We end up feeling like we're stones and chains about someones neck, that our drama is an albatross around the necks of the people we care about.
All I truly know is that i've been with a mate who is transgendered, ftm, and who suffers from crippling depression and gender identity disorder, who doesn't love and in fact hates himself, and who doesn't know how to return love-or doesn't think he does. I know otherwise, I see all the little ways he indicates to me that I am, in fact, very VERY important to him. He might not understand or realize he does these things, but I see them. It's those little things, so inconsequential seeming to him, that mean everything to me.
All I truly know is that i've been with a mate who is transgendered, ftm, and who suffers from crippling depression and gender identity disorder, who doesn't love and in fact hates himself, and who doesn't know how to return love-or doesn't think he does. I know otherwise, I see all the little ways he indicates to me that I am, in fact, very VERY important to him. He might not understand or realize he does these things, but I see them. It's those little things, so inconsequential seeming to him, that mean everything to me.
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