is it weird that i've been kinda tired and out of my own sona

i made them in 2019 and theres been relatively little change since, and some nights i feel like they arent who i am anymore
but also ive just kinda been out of it in general, so maybe i need to get back in the groove of vibing with my own sona more because i still think they have a cool energy to them
also i've been really untalkative this year and i wish i knew what would get me out of the rut, but i've been enjoying doing more irl things lately and just doing silly stuff for fun with no intention of posting them anywhere