Smaller now.
Yeah. Something of a consequence.

This hateful sword, the slavering weight, just promise me when it all crashes down you won't say the one word I hate.
No. Never that. Go get that fifth you hid. The depths are luss, and in the sparkle you'll never lose.

Yet again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orJ.....MM&index=4
Why?
It's who I am.

Stagnation, lack of any change, maybe is a feeling of its own. I hope you like all your drawings even after all this time. I like them myself. They feel expressive and real.


I began writing a comment on this drawing on your other profile but then I noticed you are back here again, lol. My stupid thoughts I decided to share here were influenced by the title "still the same". Well, I feel like I am dying with each coming day, like a plant without water. A stagnation and at the same time downward spiral.


Otherwise it's nice to see you posting stuff. I wish you all the best.

Sometimes it's not so much a rot yet rather a freeze. Stillness isn't always a negative, or at least that's what I'd like to believe. Strangely, the site redirected to a former account, which is probably why both you and I wound up there. I didn't notice until after, drunk as am. There's little difference though, alas.
As for what you're saying, that's hard for me to hear. I'd like to offer you advice, yet my own fucked up experience knocked me out of belief in the first place so what could I really say? Best of luck. I need some too.
Nothing, except the knowing that you're not alone at least in some ways.

Well didja? Or did a few feet of snow teach you the distance before earth and the moon? Eheheheheheh

Vic stop. You're way too drunk.
Are you saying I can't flick the shell of a pistachio and shatter a bottle, look down at certain things? Rise slowly, deliberately, and perceive reality in a different way?
I'm saying you need to go away. This isn't the place.
Fine.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ka1.....M&index=27

either or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBx.....M&index=27

Odd. You don't get to choose.

I can force them to close, though do you know they never sleep. If only I could.

I finally met the bark King.