Inspired by a song that recently popped to my head and events that has been going for months, year or years i dare to say.

I've always played the good guy
But these days I'm afraid I've been pushed to the edge
And I'm not alright (alright)
You're the match, I'm the fuse tossing off of the ledge

It hurts to be the good guy
Letting everyone step when you can get to the top
When is it my turn?
I've been waiting so long but your lies never stop

Making friends is difficult these days, and mostly at my age it seems
Getting called names for trying, we all young still for god sake
Just because am in my 20's doesn't mean am old
And mostly as i try to be nice and respectful
But kidness has no room these days.

And the little friends i have just love to be a pain
No matter how good you are, they will see you as a threat
As kind words are bullets that hurt their heart and soul
Then call you heartless bastard.

No point in being nice as it has not use these days
People will find a way to be on the floor and let others drag them up
Just like leeches trying to live on others without remorse.

Older i get the more i accept my fate
I shouldn't have changed for them in the first place
Because they left me alone and called "bad influence"
despite of being drunk on being good thanks to the "super hero" complex
From studying psychology.

If i knew i was still bad in the eyes of people
If i knew i was about to be treated the same despite my change
But is never to late to be back to the old ways and re-ignite the old flame
As drama grow and people blames, a good punch in the face would remind them
That life is more harder without those who were nice to them.