For too long my creative focus has been on pleasure and indulgence. I feel as if it's taking a massive toll on me. When I started drawing in 2007, I wanted to create beautiful scenes and characters. And so I did, taking inspiration from the likes of Alvin Earthworm and AmiralAesir. Then it devolved into smut and I lost sense on what gave me my drive in the first place. I kept forcing myself to draw, to get better. However the focus on smut distracted me away from beauty. I often wonder why I hadn't drawn my legacy characters in such a long time or why I hadn't bother to sign and date my work like I used to. Was I ashamed to brand my initials on works that were explicit or implied fetish content? Perhaps so. Today I had gone in a depressive emotional state with all this on the forefront of my mind. I want to look back on what made me get into drawing and get back on the bigger project that I had always dreamed of publishing. One that includes my legacy characters such as Lyn here. She has gone through such a profound development since I created her and I am happy where she turned out to be an dI want to tell her story. And my own story is one I wish to clean up too.

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