While I tend to stick to the positive side of having autism(such as my creativity) there are times when I wish I didn't have it, the best example is when I'll just be in the middle of something and even when nothing is wrong my mood will change and my autism focuses on it. I did kind of touch on this in the 'Magnum's Autism' submission, but I do want to go into a little more detail. My brain tends to overthink and can get stressed pretty quickly and what doesn't help is that I have a constant headache by default, I don't get angry or anything like that, I just get pretty down and feel sad and sometimes I feel like crying as my mind races and I just get simply overwhelmed from overload, I can tell when it's picking up when my head feels a little hot and when I am trying to do several things at once it can also cause it to accelerate and sometimes it hurts me pretty good between me getting a migraine sometimes to even eye pain here and there.

What I do to try to combat this is either play a game, listen to music or just try to occupy myself as best I can, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. :(

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