After all I decided to upload page of my diary just to show something to those who'll find it interesting. Might continue on uploading it page by page.

As for my first real work - I'm happy how it turned out, it was really stressful to open up that diary and actually starting to actually write something in it. Anxiety overwhelms and you're afraid of making even one mistake. Same for this post I guess. Scared of uploading something myself, afraid of others judging me or it not being good enough. But I hope I'll overcome this feeling as well. Just as I overcame fear of my diary.