Sorry for your loss.

thanks

Angel, that is beautiful! You did a wonderful job here. You have done your father proud

*blushes* thank u for saying that

your are very welcome

You did a nice job hun ~hugs~

*hugs* thanks hon

Wow...

*blushes* thank u

It's good to let it all out.

yeah it is...and actually, i feel a lot better now than i did the other day

That's nice.

thanks

*bear hug*

*hugs tight*

*sends a comforting hug*

*hugs tight*

*Hugz*

*hugs*

very nice tribute picture

thank u

you're welcome

This is wonderful!

*blushes* thank u

Very welcome. He'd be very proud of you

thanks

'Tis only true.

A very fitting memento to someone who I have no doubt was a wonderfull man.

thank u...he was the best dad in the world

I am sure. *hugs*

*hugs*

Turned out great *hugs*

*hugs* thanks honey

If you don't mind me asking, who did he pass away?

march 4, 2011...so not very long ago

sorry, I ment to say "how" I've been transposing how and who a lot lately, I think I broke my brain.

ah...i wondered but wasnt sure...

he had COPD (chronic obstructive pulminary disease) and emphysema...he was on oxygen 24/7...on march 1, while they were watchin tv before bed, my dad told my mom that he was tired and lightheaded and thought he needed to go to the hospital (they learned early on..been on oxygen about 6 years...that when he felt like that go straight to ER and not the med center)...so mom called an ambulance n he walked out of the house n lay down on the stretcher...mom followed the ambulance in their truck...apparently while in the ambulance he crashed n they put him on a ventilator...they thought he had a stroke, so when he got to the ER they ran all kinds of tests on him...he slipped into a coma...he woke up a few times, and mom was right there, holding his hand n stuff...a couple times i was there too, and held his hand n told him i loved him...he told me he loved me too...mom stayed at the hospital the whole time...i stayed most of the time, but stayed the night with her n my sis thursday nite, cuz we knew friday would be the last...they turned off the machines at 2pm, and he was gone a little after 5pm...

that is so said, some thing like that happened to me too. Last year a member of my family died every month for 8 months. My aunt died in my arms in her front door as I was holding her waiting for the ambulance, but my mom claims she died in her arms, but that is not true because she was calling 911 when she died and she needed both hands to call. but I guess that is besides the point, in one year I lost 8 uncles and aunts. I kinda lost feeling for a while after that. It was like it was all planed out how closely they all died together.

i understand about feelin lost...i still do, but im tryin to push myself to get past it...*hugs* im sorry u had that happen last year...

It's fine now, it is all in the past, live goes on whether we are ready for it or not. Your pain is more recent, I should be comforting you.

awww thanks....ur sweet

*hugs* thanks hon...actually, when i was finished putting all the layers together, and saved it for the final time, i felt like a weight was lifted from me...i'm so glad i did this...a friend at DA that i chat with actually gave me the idea, to give myself some closure...i think i do have some now, but it's still gonna take time...

*hugs* thanks...im glad ur here to talk to when i need it

*purrhugs n kisses ur nose*

*purrs n cuddles* =^.^=

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