"YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE LAST OF ME" Cher

"Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there’s just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I’ll get up again
Don’t count me out just yet

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me
You haven’t seen the last of me

They can say that
I won’t stay around
But I’m gonna stand my ground
You’re not gonna stop me
You don’t know me
You don’t know who I am
Don’t count me out so fast

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I’m down now
But I’ll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I’m gonna show you all what I’m made of

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
I am far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me

No no
I’m not going nowhere
I’m staying right here
Oh no
You won’t see me begging
I’m not taking my bow
Can’t stop me
It’s not the end
You haven’t seen the last of me
Oh no
You haven’t seen the last of me
You haven’t seen the last of me"

so yes am not dead, i just been kind of hiding lately.
since last september i been going through hell deeper and deeper and well its not exactly getting better yet. but well am planing some changes in my life. i just hope they work
my birthday is getting closer and even if am still alive am not sure i got much to be thankfull for this year and am not sure if i want to really "party" for it. so far in my life all i got left is my lil bro, my wife, and like what...2 friends. most of the rest all gave up on me because of what happened to me last september.
and as much as it hurts i don't want to give up, i refuse to give up. for the sake of the people i love i won't.
i haven't draw a whole lot lately i admit but well i been working on some side project. one of them is that am writing my own story about a piece of life of Karmakat and Lukwos and maybe others too.
i don't know if it will ever get published or if people will even like it or if it will just be another dead end in my life. but well am still trying anyway.
am on chapter 5 so far, and well personally i like it hehe.

so well to all those that prefer to get away from me to don't see what happens to me i say good bye and have a good life, you know where to find me and i promise i won't be silent, you will from me in any way hehe.
and well for the ones i love still on my side i say THANK YOU and i LOVE YOU ALL. Zura, Jaky, Micha, Sat, Leo,Heillder, Jay... and maybe a few others i forgot... i really thank you all for your support and i promise i won't give up yet as long as i can fight.
And to all of my watchers present, past and future i say don't give up on me, i promise i will post again soon. hehe.

song is from the movie Burlesque and is singed by Cher and belongs to them both.
Karmakat and art belongs to Karmakat.