I spent... at least 4 or 5 hours on this yesterday. x____x;

Many things inspired the completion of this image. Or at least the ideas behind it.
One of the things that inspired me the most though, was this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BshxCIjNEjY

I know it doesn't seem like it fits with all this at all.. but, trust me, it does.
When Cam and I first started talking to one another, he sent me that song. When I found myself starting to like him, I ended up listening to that song a lot. Why? Because whenever I hear it I think of him, and the beginning of our friendship, the beginning of my feelings for him... Even now I still associate those thoughts to that song.

Originally, when I first revealed to him that I liked him, things didn't go as well as I'd hoped. And shortly after that I had gotten grounded, so I wasn't able to talk to him for a while. But one of those times I managed to get online... May 4th... that's when he asked me. That's when it all started.

Today, is May 4th, 2011. Exactly a year since that day. <3

Even with all the things we've been through, we've made it this far. And I am so glad that we have.

I never would have thought, that my silly little crush on a guy I met on deviantART, would ever come to the point where I know that I love him... and that I always will love him.

You have been here for me through everything, the good and the bad. You helped me back up when I thought I had hit rock bottom and would be stuck there forever. You have made me see the brighter side of everything. You have listened to me rant on and on about the things that piss me off. You have been there to make me smile and laugh, even through my tears. And you're there to pick me back up, even after our stupid little fights.

Even during those times when we had broken up, you were still there for me. Even when I didn't want you to be because I was upset and didn't want to make you feel bad because I was hurting... you were still there. And that means so much to me.

No one else has ever been able to be there for me quite like you. Not everyone is able to deal with me when I'm upset like that. And somehow you can... always lifting my spirits. I don't know how you do it... I don't know why... all I know is that you make me feel so happy... so loved...

I love you so much, more than I know how to say. There isn't enough words in the world to explain my feelings for you.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary, Kitty. I love you. <3

To anyone who isn't sure what the pictures in the background symbolize... let me explain.

The picture in the upper left corner, is based off of an actual photo of Cam and I. The ONLY photo of us at this point. The picture taken on the day that we finally met IRL. Quite possibly one of the happiest days of my life, if not THE happiest. <3

The picture in the lower left corner... is something that hasn't actually happened yet. I haven't had my first kiss yet, but someday... someday we'll share that special moment together. >w<

The picture in the upper right corner, mostly symbolizes how Cam has always been there for me. How much I really depend on him when I'm upset. But it also symbolizes how much it probably hurts him to see me upset. I don't like being upset around him, but he's the only one who seems to make me feel truly better. Other people can make me feel better, but not to the extent that he does.

And the picture in the bottom right... I had a hard time deciding to put that there. But, considering how the whole picture together symbolizes how we've been there for each other through the good AND the bad... I felt it would fit. You guys may not see it, but him and I do have our occasional fights... That picture symbolizes that.
But hey, what couple doesn't fight on occasion? Whether it's just a small disagreement, or a full-on argument over something... fights are bound to happen in any relationship. To be honest I think things would get a little boring if there was not even a little bit of conflict. Can't be sweet and cuddly and all lovey dovey ALL the time. xD

Anyways, that's all. <3