UGH. Been super stressed out lately, trying to make sure finances are in order for this trip. But today shit hit the fan when my dad called my brother in a drunken stooper and began to blame him for a lot of shit that isn't his fault, and call him nasty names. My brother is extremely sensitive, and my mom is stupid. I was the only one in my family adult enough to step in and tell my dad to fuck off. I unleashed 18 years of rage on him. I still don't think I got through.

Then I got to come home and fight with my husband for an hour, a'la every day this past week.

I need a break. I need this trip to be over. I need to stop being a whiny little bitch on FA.
Scrapping/deleting later.