
Commission for anonymous
A bunch of glamorous besties <3
Category Artwork (Digital) / Pregnancy
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1821 x 2023px
File Size 3.78 MB
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you made the same comment on three posts in a row now, asking someone who presumably has a lot going on in her life—because everyone does—to make or state a commitment on something to someone she doesn't know.
you're making a much bigger ask than it may look at first glance, and being annoying about it.
if she wanted to reply, she would have by now
you're making a much bigger ask than it may look at first glance, and being annoying about it.
if she wanted to reply, she would have by now
Short answer
I'm ashamed of the story's ending
Long answer
(Thank you Tossit for stepping up defending me against the spam, I really appreciate it)
The comic took me years to draw due to the very little skill I had making comics, during that time I learned a lot about the pacing, simplifying backgrounds, paneling and just drawing in general. The better I got at all that, the worst I felt about the comic
I'm not proud of it (nor the Tim's comic), the drawing is meh, the characters feel empty to me (except Bruke I guess), it's not well explained. I just don't like it anymore
Yes I should post the 5 last pages regardless, yes it's dumb, yes it's irresponsible, maybe it's even selfish of me not posting the last 5 pages but I want to give you guys something good, something you guys deserve cause you guys as a whole have given me so much support and love but I can't defeat my own brain, it's always been a race against what I want my skills to be and what my actual skills are
I want to redo the story, I want to make so many stories, I want to show you the life's of the characters that live in my head. But my brain is messy and up there lives sooo many characters, not only the ones from this page. I wish I could spend my days drawing comics for myself and for you to enjoy but commissions are my main income (as good or bad as it sounds), don't take it the wrong way, I enjoy drawing pictures for you guys, it's nice to do things I didn't have to think for)? Hahaha sounds weird but it's truth and thanks to so many of you amazing people who commissioned me at least once over the years I have improved little by little so now I can deliver better things than I used to! You guys helped me grow!!.
Growing a financially supported platform like Patreon to only focus on the projects I want to make takes time and lots and lots of nurture and love and I started way too late. But I'm trying, I've always been
Should I just suck it up and do it? Yeah, but I'm pretty sure my brain is a little wonky and let's be real. I can't be the only one who struggles to "just suck it up and do it"
Does it sounds bad? Yeah, it does. It is kinda sucky ain't it?
But the truth is often times like this
Sorry if the reply is kinda long but that's what you get after all the spam (which I... Kinda understand)
(With me, I know some people just straight up don't like spam... I mean, I don't love it either, makes me feel bad with myself but the first person to do that it's myself soo.. what can I do, right?)
That should answer your concern of why I haven't given you an answer
When I'll post the last pages??
In an ideal world: when I start the redo of the story
The realistic answer:
... Someday, hopefully soon
I'm ashamed of the story's ending
Long answer
(Thank you Tossit for stepping up defending me against the spam, I really appreciate it)
The comic took me years to draw due to the very little skill I had making comics, during that time I learned a lot about the pacing, simplifying backgrounds, paneling and just drawing in general. The better I got at all that, the worst I felt about the comic
I'm not proud of it (nor the Tim's comic), the drawing is meh, the characters feel empty to me (except Bruke I guess), it's not well explained. I just don't like it anymore
Yes I should post the 5 last pages regardless, yes it's dumb, yes it's irresponsible, maybe it's even selfish of me not posting the last 5 pages but I want to give you guys something good, something you guys deserve cause you guys as a whole have given me so much support and love but I can't defeat my own brain, it's always been a race against what I want my skills to be and what my actual skills are
I want to redo the story, I want to make so many stories, I want to show you the life's of the characters that live in my head. But my brain is messy and up there lives sooo many characters, not only the ones from this page. I wish I could spend my days drawing comics for myself and for you to enjoy but commissions are my main income (as good or bad as it sounds), don't take it the wrong way, I enjoy drawing pictures for you guys, it's nice to do things I didn't have to think for)? Hahaha sounds weird but it's truth and thanks to so many of you amazing people who commissioned me at least once over the years I have improved little by little so now I can deliver better things than I used to! You guys helped me grow!!.
Growing a financially supported platform like Patreon to only focus on the projects I want to make takes time and lots and lots of nurture and love and I started way too late. But I'm trying, I've always been
Should I just suck it up and do it? Yeah, but I'm pretty sure my brain is a little wonky and let's be real. I can't be the only one who struggles to "just suck it up and do it"
Does it sounds bad? Yeah, it does. It is kinda sucky ain't it?
But the truth is often times like this
Sorry if the reply is kinda long but that's what you get after all the spam (which I... Kinda understand)
(With me, I know some people just straight up don't like spam... I mean, I don't love it either, makes me feel bad with myself but the first person to do that it's myself soo.. what can I do, right?)
That should answer your concern of why I haven't given you an answer
When I'll post the last pages??
In an ideal world: when I start the redo of the story
The realistic answer:
... Someday, hopefully soon
For what it's worth, in my opinion as a fellow artist, if you can't get yourself to like the product, I'd put a stake through it and move on—especially since that seems to be what you're doing anyway. Especially because no money changed hands for the project, the only person you owe it to is yourself, and you don't seem to want it. And giving in to people spamming you to pick a project back up just encourages their behavior.
That's only my take; the decision is of course yours.
That's only my take; the decision is of course yours.
OK, I'm sorry I spamed you, and as for the hole "not being happy with the ending" thing, I think you should realise them anyway, I'm not happy with anything "I" do but I relise them anyway. I like the idea of redoing it but more containd and shorter than the last one but I don't think it makes sence to redo it right after the last one. So, if the last five pages are finished, then relise them as is and wait till you have some free time until you can do the second version.
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