Take your time and process your feelings. And feel free to talk about them, always. I used to go through something similar and I did ask for professional help at some point...

I slowly bounced back and started doing better after I became a bit more open with people around me. Some left... but some stayed with me and supported me all the way, despite my fears.

All in all, I can't pretend to know the whole picture, you definitely have different things to deal with than me (not necessarily bad things, just stressful). Just keep in mind that you will always have people that care about you and will be open to help you go through them. Take your time. And love ya <3

May the Force be with you!

Sometimes knowing you dont know is a good first step. Ya got this *hugs* take the time and heal!

Hope you start feeling better soon enough. But do take your time

Hope things turn around for you soon <3