consider this the sequel to "loneliness"

despite the fact im over the pain of my breakup and rekindled my friendship with my ex (i really liked talking to him so i decided to remain friends with him, however i couldn't really bring myself to speak with him after i sent the breakup message, that us until a few days ago, where i felt like it was time to speak with him again, i explained the reason of my absence and he understood.), i still feel empty, but yet i know damn well im not mentally ready to love. i genuinely don't know what to fucking do about this feeling of emptiness in my heart. i want to love again, but i know im not ready to.

im just scared of being alone. this loneliness im feeling is something that not just friends can fix. i want something intimate, something deeper.

i want love....