[Description] The New Host, Rodrigo
a.k.a., Confessions of a berrygender-fluid dragon-snake turned new plural system host
so "who (I am/we are)" is a tricky question. truth be told, we still don't know all too well
we thought Luna was the host since discovering we were plural in 2019, before having doubts abt two years ago. maybe she wasn't. maybe she was, but stress pushed her from host. who knows
Luna's still around, rest assured. her puppy spirit and optimism is strong, if weary rn
(I don't think any of us can truly disappear: at worst, we just temporarily fade into the mental ether until we coalesce later, anew. but I digress)
Dot, 13, Sassy, mousetoy, they're just quieter or have their own forms and times that they prefer coming out
and me, Rodrigo. I can only speculate that I originate from Rico/Chico/Chica, our first sona. makes sense, hmm? but who knows for sure
I've been fronting the most out of our system since the start of the year. I can speculate why for hrs on end, and we have. we've known of my existence as early as 2020 and I've been around more gradually since. but regardless of reasons, it seems I'm here to stay
to summarize: I'm an enby/genderfluid/genderjuice blueberry girly boy (any pronouns) and otherkin dragon-snake. I love playing a prince on the internet. I'm a switch and constantly kink brained slut; I love and welcome being teased. I'm a proud if occasionally soft-spoken freak
...I was never too good at introductions u. .u; but you'll be seeing more of me down the line, in one (almost certainly kinky) form or another~
thank you for reading 💚
so "who (I am/we are)" is a tricky question. truth be told, we still don't know all too well
we thought Luna was the host since discovering we were plural in 2019, before having doubts abt two years ago. maybe she wasn't. maybe she was, but stress pushed her from host. who knows
Luna's still around, rest assured. her puppy spirit and optimism is strong, if weary rn
(I don't think any of us can truly disappear: at worst, we just temporarily fade into the mental ether until we coalesce later, anew. but I digress)
Dot, 13, Sassy, mousetoy, they're just quieter or have their own forms and times that they prefer coming out
and me, Rodrigo. I can only speculate that I originate from Rico/Chico/Chica, our first sona. makes sense, hmm? but who knows for sure
I've been fronting the most out of our system since the start of the year. I can speculate why for hrs on end, and we have. we've known of my existence as early as 2020 and I've been around more gradually since. but regardless of reasons, it seems I'm here to stay
to summarize: I'm an enby/genderfluid/genderjuice blueberry girly boy (any pronouns) and otherkin dragon-snake. I love playing a prince on the internet. I'm a switch and constantly kink brained slut; I love and welcome being teased. I'm a proud if occasionally soft-spoken freak
...I was never too good at introductions u. .u; but you'll be seeing more of me down the line, in one (almost certainly kinky) form or another~
thank you for reading 💚
Category Artwork (Digital) / Hyper
Species Dragon (Other)
Size 1903 x 953px
File Size 320.1 kB
I could tell you one think, for ourself we not sure who is the one to controle the body but...We think this stuff it kinda like on "inside out" bunch of character doing some stuff and take the lead at some point. i think it that and We belive Luna just need some rest.
Sooo the little prince are on the lead now! Don't forget if you need to rest i'm pretty sure other will take the lead, but don't need to worrie about yourself taking the lead just do you're own thing and thing will get well! (You do know you look so precious and adorable on this doodle? I want so badly draw you into some adorable situation! ^-^)
Also by the way...huuum i do feeling same kind of personnality we should talk together somwehere like discord or something that would be fun i'm curious about Sassy and Mousetoy wish i don't know them! and I've got this kind of personnality switch kink brained sometime, it would be fun to talk with you (and teasing you will be delectfull as a blueberry probably!)
Honestly i would love to talk with you personnally to you too. (I finish some fan art of yourself i would want to show you before to post in FA...If that interest you)
Sooo the little prince are on the lead now! Don't forget if you need to rest i'm pretty sure other will take the lead, but don't need to worrie about yourself taking the lead just do you're own thing and thing will get well! (You do know you look so precious and adorable on this doodle? I want so badly draw you into some adorable situation! ^-^)
Also by the way...huuum i do feeling same kind of personnality we should talk together somwehere like discord or something that would be fun i'm curious about Sassy and Mousetoy wish i don't know them! and I've got this kind of personnality switch kink brained sometime, it would be fun to talk with you (and teasing you will be delectfull as a blueberry probably!)
Honestly i would love to talk with you personnally to you too. (I finish some fan art of yourself i would want to show you before to post in FA...If that interest you)
It all right just need experience to understand yourself, it a endless journey but when you are finally understand the basic you can love peacefully!
please don't forget our proposition and my question little prince! I'm don't wanna let you down now i'm so close to finish this drawing of you're ;)
please don't forget our proposition and my question little prince! I'm don't wanna let you down now i'm so close to finish this drawing of you're ;)
You know, I feel you've enlighten something in me. For a while now I haven't felt as one person. I just seem to change, my words, my voice, and my thoughts swap about.
As if my minds a clusta fuck. I try ta be sensible and shit. But I just feel different sometimes. And I ain't even tryin'.... I just dunno.
As if my minds a clusta fuck. I try ta be sensible and shit. But I just feel different sometimes. And I ain't even tryin'.... I just dunno.
in our case, it was the phenomenon of multiplicity, a.k.a. plurality
for the longest time, there was a confused singular self that felt like a disorganized mess of many voices and conflicting thoughts and identities. they made sense in some way, but rarely (if ever) all as one. OCs, tabletop player characters, sonas, they all helped to relieve that confusion some, but it always felt like there was something more
later, that self discovered and talked to another that represented themselves as multiple selves in one mind. suddenly, it clicked: we were always selves and just didn't know it, or even knew it was something we could identity as. for us, we just needed to know it was an option at all
it may be something worth looking into/humoring, hmm?
for the longest time, there was a confused singular self that felt like a disorganized mess of many voices and conflicting thoughts and identities. they made sense in some way, but rarely (if ever) all as one. OCs, tabletop player characters, sonas, they all helped to relieve that confusion some, but it always felt like there was something more
later, that self discovered and talked to another that represented themselves as multiple selves in one mind. suddenly, it clicked: we were always selves and just didn't know it, or even knew it was something we could identity as. for us, we just needed to know it was an option at all
it may be something worth looking into/humoring, hmm?
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