I tried to put a part of myself in you.
You defeated me.
You crushed me.
You showed me I was nothing, and I knew nothing.
I quit for a long time when I first made you, and maybe your flawed yet still, but I've fixed you enough to let you go, still I can see the beauty I attempted invest in you.
THE BIG VERSION FUCK IT, GO HERE
http://katrkoriza.deviantart.com/ar.....ream-209312552
You defeated me.
You crushed me.
You showed me I was nothing, and I knew nothing.
I quit for a long time when I first made you, and maybe your flawed yet still, but I've fixed you enough to let you go, still I can see the beauty I attempted invest in you.
THE BIG VERSION FUCK IT, GO HERE
http://katrkoriza.deviantart.com/ar.....ream-209312552
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 1280px
File Size 1.22 MB
http://katrkoriza.deviantart.com/ar.....ream-209312552
Here's the original full size link, enjoy meow.
Here's the original full size link, enjoy meow.
I can't even begin to tell you how many times I maddeningly adjusted the shadows......maddening.... I spent 2 different nights, obsessively moving one shadow around, and after that, I still wasn't comfortable with it, and let that one go.. then there was the others.. * stares off in horror *
Yeah the wood, had me staring at my floor, and any wood furniture I could get close too.... and I definitely wanted it to look used.
-=^_^=- ! Thank you for looking.
Yeah the wood, had me staring at my floor, and any wood furniture I could get close too.... and I definitely wanted it to look used.
-=^_^=- ! Thank you for looking.
It reminds me of old adventures and quest games, I always loved such atmosphere and details. And mystery.
The painting on the floor - it looks like a portal to somewhere.. Already used portal, I'd say.
May I ask - do you have a higher-res version of it? You're a bit cruel, making these intriguing details and not letting us look closer at it. :)
The painting on the floor - it looks like a portal to somewhere.. Already used portal, I'd say.
May I ask - do you have a higher-res version of it? You're a bit cruel, making these intriguing details and not letting us look closer at it. :)
I was thinking of submitting the full version ( to hell with art theif's, I mean, why did I spend all these years fixing this only to submit a tiny version).
Well, In FA's submission rule, they say you can't submit anything bigger then 1280, Which... really hampers this, I've made this in 3200 x 3200, (16 by 16 inches, 300 res), I actually had to cut 4 inches off the canvas because I had, literally, too much room ( and it was fucking with the perspective, it took me 4 years to realize this). I'm not sure if it will let me submit something bigger ( like I'm not sure if it will resize it to 1280 anyway...)
Maybe I should submit the big version to scraps, and see if it caps it or not. IF it does, then I can link it in the INFO. ( I wonder if I could get permission to submit it to the main gallery).
If that doesn't work I will email you it ( you'd have to note me your email, but that's a last resort, I know you like your privacy, but if you dont mind I could try that too ), or upload it to some file sites, and link that instead.
But yeah the size cap is fucking us all.
Well, In FA's submission rule, they say you can't submit anything bigger then 1280, Which... really hampers this, I've made this in 3200 x 3200, (16 by 16 inches, 300 res), I actually had to cut 4 inches off the canvas because I had, literally, too much room ( and it was fucking with the perspective, it took me 4 years to realize this). I'm not sure if it will let me submit something bigger ( like I'm not sure if it will resize it to 1280 anyway...)
Maybe I should submit the big version to scraps, and see if it caps it or not. IF it does, then I can link it in the INFO. ( I wonder if I could get permission to submit it to the main gallery).
If that doesn't work I will email you it ( you'd have to note me your email, but that's a last resort, I know you like your privacy, but if you dont mind I could try that too ), or upload it to some file sites, and link that instead.
But yeah the size cap is fucking us all.
Here, Go to the DA link.
http://katrkoriza.deviantart.com/ar.....ream-209312552
It's so large, you can zoom in twice. Enjoy!!! -=^_^=-. Lets hope we don't find it getting printed out all over the Internets, LAWL
http://katrkoriza.deviantart.com/ar.....ream-209312552
It's so large, you can zoom in twice. Enjoy!!! -=^_^=-. Lets hope we don't find it getting printed out all over the Internets, LAWL
This is simply gorgeous. It sounds like something was hurting to cause you to create it. I hope it doesn't hurt too bad. I hope you're not too sad. Remember, in any craft, when you feel the most, you're learning the most, and in time, you can arrive at a sense of satisfaction. Just be kind to yourself please, don't hold yourself to impossible standards. Let the joy of those around you at your creations temper the flaws YOU see in your work.
Maybe I Assume to much, I hope so. This is really good.
Maybe I Assume to much, I hope so. This is really good.
You assumed correct :) When I started it so many years ago, I put the standard higher then I could ever reach, although I also felt, if you really felt something so strong, you had to put your all into what you made, so you could show it... meow. I was feeling, real strong, I could not let this one go.
I had a sigh of relieve when I submitted it, every time I thought I was done, my heart would pound, and then I would literally scream in frustration when I found another part to tweak or fix., or something else I needed to do first, in fact I think I could have worked on this for another month, but I could bare it no longer, there's 2 paintings missing, I couldn't fit them in meow.
Also the link to the big version is in my info now, its up on DA.
Thank you for looking!! mew mew!!
I had a sigh of relieve when I submitted it, every time I thought I was done, my heart would pound, and then I would literally scream in frustration when I found another part to tweak or fix., or something else I needed to do first, in fact I think I could have worked on this for another month, but I could bare it no longer, there's 2 paintings missing, I couldn't fit them in meow.
Also the link to the big version is in my info now, its up on DA.
Thank you for looking!! mew mew!!
Doesn't it meow, The tree I see is actually very large, and this is only one of the rooms in it too, I think if you could imagine a grand old tree... The largest one in the forest, and the home is built into the rooms and dirt, and into the tree. Katr actually Gave it a face at some point, ( A long time ago I thought up all this stuff about the tree). @_@ I thought out each thing he would have in his room, what tools, how would he make them, how advanced would they be? What would his paints look like... his brushes.. would he have to make his own tools? Would he collect things and put them in the room, how does he work on his paintings and art...
Sorry I rambled on...
Thank you for looking meow!!
Sorry I rambled on...
Thank you for looking meow!!
I would love to step through them too, I like to think Katr's been to all of the places that he has painted, ( and maybe he even can step through to them when he wishes, I bet he'd have that type of power). When I finally decided to let it go, and put it up, I found I couldn't think of a title that could represent everything there... It's only one aspect of whats there though, there are too many things invested in it for just a couple words, although you probably already know that.
I'm glad you like it, I don't know if it sounds silly, but when I worked on it, I never really really sat back and just stared at it, till it was done, its good even I can sit and look around for a awhile.
I'm glad you like it, I don't know if it sounds silly, but when I worked on it, I never really really sat back and just stared at it, till it was done, its good even I can sit and look around for a awhile.
I commented on DA,but I'll add a comment here too
again, frustrated not to be able to see it all at once full size. again, I like the wood, being inside a tree, I didn't at first realize it was that in the smaller image...its like being what lives inside the hole of the tree, looking out. I have an old...dream? sortof about an office widow looking out high into the branches of trees so it evokes that for me...
I like all the wood objects and the trees out the window and how everything rows together and how all the things in the niches are seperated each to their own little cell. it would be interesting to know the significance to you of each object there, like , I'm sure this work would be much more interesting to someone who truly knows and loves you and could read more of what is written hear, I hope you have those people.
again, frustrated not to be able to see it all at once full size. again, I like the wood, being inside a tree, I didn't at first realize it was that in the smaller image...its like being what lives inside the hole of the tree, looking out. I have an old...dream? sortof about an office widow looking out high into the branches of trees so it evokes that for me...
I like all the wood objects and the trees out the window and how everything rows together and how all the things in the niches are seperated each to their own little cell. it would be interesting to know the significance to you of each object there, like , I'm sure this work would be much more interesting to someone who truly knows and loves you and could read more of what is written hear, I hope you have those people.
Funny thing about treehouses is that in a sense, whatever you put in a treehouse is inside a living creature. Someone had to carve or shape a living tree in order to produce a dwelling. But trees don't feel pain, nor posses any facilities for dealing with fast mitochondrial life... Or we tend to think so.
Also: one picture is worth a hundred CAT scans. ^^
Also: one picture is worth a hundred CAT scans. ^^
I had a lot to express in this piece. I could have kep't going for a few weeks more just adding in little things here and there.... but I finally felt I had, or wanted people to see it. Some of the paintings I need to take out and blow up bigger so everyone can get a better look at them.
Have fun looking around, remember the link in the description leads to Da, and that has the full size version.
-=^_^=-
Have fun looking around, remember the link in the description leads to Da, and that has the full size version.
-=^_^=-
It took a lot of sitting and thinking for me, and a lot of my limitations held me back from ever finishing it within a reasonable time-frame. I'm still glad I could call it done and let it rest, although, having to wait and look at it so many times, maybe its a good thing, because I don't think it would be where its at, if I had not had to come back to it again and again.
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