A Heart swap Comic Apology Letter
by Darxio
Soul Zeguider
a year ago
My deepest condolences to everyone of the Heartswap Webcomic community. As you may know, Cherry.Bomb made an announcement regarding the cancelation of the series going into detail about everything I've done wrong while working with her. Ranging from me asking her for NSFW art years ago when she was a minor to me soliciting free artwork from her including minors of the community. If I could rewind time and silence my intrusive thoughts that led me up to this moment, I wouldn't do it for the webcomic alone but for everyone who wanted to see my vision come true from the creative mind of another. I'm sorry, Cherry.Bomb., you deserved better and by all means you're a good person. In hindsight, I've been working on the story a little bit, revising elements that would have improved it if I wasn't so caught up in my bodily emotions. I know because of those things, many of you won't like me for what I've done and I don't blame any of you for thinking that as I know I'd do the same thing for seeing a stranger doing the same things I've done with or without context. There's never a moment where I felt I could move on from the Heartswap comic but I digress as it probably looks more like I just want to continue for selfish reasons.
I can talk about all the other things I did, like lewd roleplaying with several minors but one of them left me confused even baited me into it perhaps? Honestly, I don't know but I continued since they seemed comfortable with it. I do know it doesn't justify it happening to begin with and they will remain unnamed as blame isn't my goal here as I was the one who continued when I should've stopped regardless. There were plenty of times I didn't get the memo of what I was doing was wrong even when it was said to me which says a bit about me as a person, going as far as to asking without giving enough thought to back when I legitimately thought it was okay for the money Cherry.Bomb made from comms went into the webcomic. Boy was I stupid for thinking that was ever a good thing to suggest to even begin with, sorry about that Cherry.bomb., I was being selfish and inconsiderate of you as a whole. Oh God, there was that time where I cheated on my significant other and-... I'd rather not get into the details of that, everyone can ask in private because I'm beyond disappointed that even happened, short version goes back to me and my intrusive thoughts that I utterly regret. Everything between me and my partner are fine but I wish I could patch up the mistake I made to that unnamed person who got caught in the middle of my own personal drama they had no desire to be a part in. Heck, just everything and everyone I upset and disappointed in some shape or form, I'm really sorry for behaving the way I did and whenever you're ready to talk to me again I'd like to apologize to you directly. I'm not asking for redemption, just acceptance.
For everyone that was affected by this, you can't fathom how sorry I am that I was incapable of changing faster. When enough time passes and I've got the proper guidance, I'm confident I can rebuild Heartswap from the ground up if given another chance. What I mean to say is, regardless of all the terrible things I've done, I aim to work on the Heartswap comic in some shape or form because it's something I have a passion for and personally want to continue working on.
I can talk about all the other things I did, like lewd roleplaying with several minors but one of them left me confused even baited me into it perhaps? Honestly, I don't know but I continued since they seemed comfortable with it. I do know it doesn't justify it happening to begin with and they will remain unnamed as blame isn't my goal here as I was the one who continued when I should've stopped regardless. There were plenty of times I didn't get the memo of what I was doing was wrong even when it was said to me which says a bit about me as a person, going as far as to asking without giving enough thought to back when I legitimately thought it was okay for the money Cherry.Bomb made from comms went into the webcomic. Boy was I stupid for thinking that was ever a good thing to suggest to even begin with, sorry about that Cherry.bomb., I was being selfish and inconsiderate of you as a whole. Oh God, there was that time where I cheated on my significant other and-... I'd rather not get into the details of that, everyone can ask in private because I'm beyond disappointed that even happened, short version goes back to me and my intrusive thoughts that I utterly regret. Everything between me and my partner are fine but I wish I could patch up the mistake I made to that unnamed person who got caught in the middle of my own personal drama they had no desire to be a part in. Heck, just everything and everyone I upset and disappointed in some shape or form, I'm really sorry for behaving the way I did and whenever you're ready to talk to me again I'd like to apologize to you directly. I'm not asking for redemption, just acceptance.
For everyone that was affected by this, you can't fathom how sorry I am that I was incapable of changing faster. When enough time passes and I've got the proper guidance, I'm confident I can rebuild Heartswap from the ground up if given another chance. What I mean to say is, regardless of all the terrible things I've done, I aim to work on the Heartswap comic in some shape or form because it's something I have a passion for and personally want to continue working on.
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