This guy you see here was more of an experiment rather than anything I could ever feel identified and linked on (not like an actual fursona does) to me during the time I made him and wasn't one of my best and I didn't really know what to do with my life nor who I really wanted to be unfortunately, so I think this is the best way to say goodbye to him (along with all the stuff I did of him) and to the bad things he brought with him with the passage of time. I no longer want him to be the reason and product of something that I joined this 10 years ago and not feel like he reminds me that without him I would be nothing (because of the inspiring people I met at the time, media that influenced me wherever there was a fox, etc., so if you have listened to the Eminem's LP, especially the song I rated as #1 and the "All You Got" skit of the album, you may be able to understand why I'm saying this), in addition to this, you know that I've been through to down feeling times these years, but also, it's pretty fucked up since most of the people I have encountered and who have made parts of my life miserable before unfortunately and coincidentally were foxes (DISCLAIMER: Please note that I actually have nothing against fox furs, some of them have been good people I've met before, even friends, and this is not an intent to generalize anyone, but just strange life coincidental events) so that made me remember the stage where I was someone very insecure because of the way my family and people at school treated me and I had no friends, no one to really count on, no company, no one; what am I trying to tell you with this? That I want to leave the past behind, that I want to grow up more and learn from my mistakes, I don't want to be tied to the past anymore, yes I still appreciate the special stuff such as the music that I was fortunate enough to know and that made me love having headphones attached to my head pretty much everyday, the art that made me want to be an artist, the fursuiters that made me want to have my own, the friends, experiences and so on, I'll pay homage to those good things and people someday when I feel better for it, but for now, since my life has not been going very well at all due to many things from the painful days I lived have been hurting me and therefore I want to recover from everything that has happened to me especially in recent years, in order to do it, I HAVE to work on all the changes that are necessary, and I'm still on it! I won't let anything stop me from living in the present and moving forward.

(If you read up to here, thank you so damn much, I truly appreciate it <3)


My most liked songs:

• Guilty Conscience 2 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
• Lucifer 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
• Somebody Save Me 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🔥🔥🔥🔥
• Like My Shit ❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
• Tobey ❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥
• Kyrie & Luka ❤️❤️🔥🔥
• Head Honcho ❤️❤️
• Houdini ❤️
• Habits

Neutral Point:
• Renaissance
• Temporary
• Trouble
• Antichrist

And songs I don't liked that much:
• Evil
• Road Rage
• Bad One
• Brand New Dance

PS: This one was a really useful practice to get back to drawing

PS: Timber killed Swift with a Z Move