I know someone who I would love to point that at.

Hey there pup. Hope that you are feeling better after what happened earlier.

*Huggles and tailwags*

I take it you are following me and Stalmare's discussion? lol

Not really, just getting updates from her. Oh you want to see a post that will really make you think about this? Try this one http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:19210639

*hides behind hir wings to avoid hearing the yelling about the post linked to*

*softly grasps your wing and slowly pulls it away from your face smiling* I agree with what you say. I have a pure breed German Shepard that has never been to a trainer and I'm not a trainer and she is the most tame yet protective dog around. Gets along with people that I take her to as well as there pets.

Also I would like to add - Thanks for thinking about me, it means a lot. *hugs tight & whimpers slightly* It was quite a traumatic event. I believe Stalmare is correct, I have PTSD and that has been fucking with me ever since. I even lost my girlfriend because if my "changes" afterwards. I just hope it's not too late to claim compensation for it. A lot of events occurred because of that, that never should have happened.

If you have my num call me and we can talk about it, if not let me know and I will get it to ya.

*Curls around you and holds you, comforting you as you whimper while softly petting you to calm you*

*smiles and feels quite comforted* It's not 100% the situation I'm softly whimpering about, It's mostly tears of joy saying what great friends I have. Does your number end in 6289? If so (or if not, when I get the correct one [would like to have it non the less]) I can call on Tuesday cuz I must be going to bed here within the next 45ish mins. Got work in 13 hours.

Yup, thats me. Sleep well and sweet dreams. Hope that tomorrow is a better day for you and every day after that slowly gets beter and beter than the day before.

Okiedokie. I will sleep as well as I possibly can and the dream, well we'll see. Might have nightmares. I saw a news clip about "driverless cars". I hate that idea extremely. I'm plumb scared of them. What if your headed down the interstate doing 75 and the computer glitches and thinks it's a good idea to do an immediate right hand turn. Of course I won't be in that vehicle, but what if I'm in the truck on it's right side? Yea, exactly. As far as tomorrow, it will be a good night at work, no supervisor for the next 3 weeks. It does get better as the days go on but every time I step outside and see my 250, I imagine that the 100 is there but it's not and I do whimper a bit then. But it goes away once I start driving. *hugs tight* I'll talk at cha later.

Also if you want to hit me before Tues you are more than welcome to since I am usually up till about this time anyhow 0400

I will keep that in mind for sure. But to be honest, it will more then likely be Tuesday evening since I sleep Sat till about 1500 then get home about 0700 then I'm passed out till 1500 Sunday and that goes on till Tuesday morn. Then I'm gone till bout 1700 lol. If that is a cell # you gave me (which I think it is) fell free to text me at any time. I will PM you my number just in case you might not have it. Nighters, and thanks again.

Yes.
Many should fuck them self in the head with a bullet.

Hmm. yea i know of plenty of trollers/flamers who think like that, and it makes me feel sick that some people can call themselves righteous yet belittle others because of their interests.

Suck starting shotguns is FUN! With that out of the way, I lost my uncle last deployment And, I seem to still be able to joke about it, does that make me a bad person?

Few years late in replying but. Humor is how many deal with trauma, myself included. Main example would be joking about myself and my condition while in the hospital and ever since after getting shot in the chest and paralyzed.
After the Navy, I served in the Army National Guard. A battle buddy had an issue with cranial rectum insertus while messing with one of his personal firearms.
On a side note, I don't blame the tool, just the operator.

Fuckin rah bro. Late reply isn't bad, hell been off this page until tonight. :3 Been busy working and starting a family. Some days I miss being in, others not so much XD

suicide isnt a joke, everyone should know that -_-

Even those of us who have lost loved ones....
Though you are right, one should not joke about loosing a father figure, or a brother in law, etc.

Maybe some of us deal with stuff like that by instead of getting pissed at them for making such a selfish decision, trying to find a way to get a laugh out of life

That picture tho is still quote insensitive,
When you have depression, it's like mental suffering, and when people suffer physically they will shoot because they cannot be saved and all they are doingredients is bringing pain, it's the same thing but mental pain instead

holy shiet