i originally drew this January 18th 2011, the day after a christmas party i went to because i got invited even tho i still work there occasionally lol. took me a few months to pump something out, ive been so busy at work. ;_;

I drew it because I wanted to remember how amazing it felt to feel beautiful, even for a few hrs. Ive never felt so wonderful about myself, and all through the night my date that night kept telling me that i clean up nice and i looked gorgeous and he couldnt beleave i was there with him. I know im chubby and have many insecurities, but it felt so nice to not let that loom over me that night. it all just melted away.

That is the feeling i want in a relationship.

i will draw many parts to this probly lol

if you tl&dr then the short version is, In this part of "What I Want" i want to feel beautiful.

sry for the shitty foto, still dont have a scanner lol.

art and char © me