So they have a pull string mechanism that makes ears curls when you pull them.

It just this was something I felt like I had to do.

I didn't wanna bother anyone or be a problem I just have to do it. I got so focused on my art and the comic book I lost focused on the costume itself.

I don't expect anyone to believe me.
It's just something I have to do.

I'm all the way down here, they're all the way up there and ... They don't want to hear from me. I'm practically invisible to them.

I feel like.... A ghost ... That like ... I messed everything up because I didn't move fast enough. I have this sinking feeling that are people in their circle who do not have their best interest at heart who trying to use and control them, make them doubt themselves, and make them dependent on their validation, to confuse them so they can use them.

They're probably not gonna hear anything I have to say and I don't know what to do about it. But I'm very concerned about them.

I know it's not my place to be concerned about them but I am.


I think when they wished for this they didn't expect it to actually happen, they think didn't think it would actually work.

But she loves them so much. A love I feel every day, all day everyday. She is here by my side constantly.

She never goes away & I don't want her to go away.

Ohhh Gosh Golly wow.

I'm trying to push myself through "Knight of the Living Dead Name" comic and get it to print as quickly as I can.

I am so shaken at the idea that any one would try to make that name a dead name that wonderful wonderful name. I just.... It's unthinkable, that's such wonderful name. I ... Don't even words to describe how shaken up I am right now.