
Some personal art. Me coming to terms with what I am and how I should live my life. My instincts and intuition have always been my primary source of motivation and function, but often I shut them out and do what seems logical. This must change, I have been hurt or have failed at whatever I followed my head on, I need to trust my instincts even if they make me feel uneasy. So this wolf pledges from this day forward to follow his heart, so that I may leave my paw prints on the correct path for once.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 1000px
File Size 586.5 kB
Very good decision.
Following your heart means to make expectations. Expectations means often disappointment.
Don't worry, It's not heartless to make this decision, what people may call it sometimes. You just don't want to fuck some things up, and that's a good word to follow on!
Go on and be alive. You deserved it.
Following your heart means to make expectations. Expectations means often disappointment.
Don't worry, It's not heartless to make this decision, what people may call it sometimes. You just don't want to fuck some things up, and that's a good word to follow on!
Go on and be alive. You deserved it.
Thanks so much *nuzzles* I know what you mean, but in the end it will be worth it because I wish to be an honorable and compassionate wolf, most people are motivated by cardinal pleasures and convenience, Im motivated by doing what I feel is right and helping others, Im glad to see you understand this. *nuzzles*
I was like you some years ago. I know that very well.
I'm still helping people, but I know you have to be careful in what you are doing. It happened that I tried to help so many other people in the same time, that I couldn't help myself afterwards. I got depressive for years and had paranoia for some months and all such things. But I learned much from it, I'm a very stable wolf today, and I know much more than I ever could imagine before, how about and WHEN helping people.
One thing that reminds me to not fuck things up is, I got the same nightmare scince 3 years. Sometimes daily, weekly or monthly. In the moment weekly. I don't know what it means, if it means anything because it looks senseless. But I know it has to be something psychic I got on the way here. Like a burning on the brain, it's something I can't and never will forget. And the nightmare is hurting me, stealing my breath, making my body useless. And I definetly know, I don't want to end up like this, useless and forgotten. That's the reason I fight against the nightmare. And I keep fighting against the bad things in the world, because I know, I CAN!
I honestly believe, you made just a very important decision in your life, and you'll go on, reach further and you can be more helpful than ever before. You are one of the good ones, so don't make you look like you couldn't stand up, because you will. It maybe needs time, but you will. And that's very important to follow on.
You pretend to be a wolf and protector, then be one!
Move on and be alive.
I'm still helping people, but I know you have to be careful in what you are doing. It happened that I tried to help so many other people in the same time, that I couldn't help myself afterwards. I got depressive for years and had paranoia for some months and all such things. But I learned much from it, I'm a very stable wolf today, and I know much more than I ever could imagine before, how about and WHEN helping people.
One thing that reminds me to not fuck things up is, I got the same nightmare scince 3 years. Sometimes daily, weekly or monthly. In the moment weekly. I don't know what it means, if it means anything because it looks senseless. But I know it has to be something psychic I got on the way here. Like a burning on the brain, it's something I can't and never will forget. And the nightmare is hurting me, stealing my breath, making my body useless. And I definetly know, I don't want to end up like this, useless and forgotten. That's the reason I fight against the nightmare. And I keep fighting against the bad things in the world, because I know, I CAN!
I honestly believe, you made just a very important decision in your life, and you'll go on, reach further and you can be more helpful than ever before. You are one of the good ones, so don't make you look like you couldn't stand up, because you will. It maybe needs time, but you will. And that's very important to follow on.
You pretend to be a wolf and protector, then be one!
Move on and be alive.
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