for past two and half years, through constant need to keep afloat by taking work, drawing for my own enjoyment and delving into new directions has became a beautiful dream. Few times i could take a break came with big costs.
I shouldn't complain but it really hasn't been easy. Inner censors are a huge part of it. Most of the time im just sitting it out and keep wondering how much different it was before and how i managed then.
another crisis of faith perhaps.
I may start uploading some of the doodles ive been doing here and there but most of them are not appealing