Going to give a short explanation for why i've been so silent. I don't want to focus on this. This is just for commissioners who've wondered where i was. I'll only go public with more detail if i'm forced to by people not respecting my wishes for it to be left alone.

Ren broke up with me. I had to leave the trailer. We are still in contact and they are slowly repaying me for the trailer, but I am not receiving regular benefits nor having my needs paid for by them. No, i do not wish to discuss it in public. I also do not wish to engage in shit-talking them, as i do still care about them. They are attempting to fix what can be fixed. But i am not receiving the previously planned support from them. I was offered a space with one of my other partners' family. I am still out 2500 to our patrons for the trailer, as well as close to 500 to the partner who took me in. I no longer have my dog, my primary partner, my house, or my doctors. Our other roommate never paid their full share of the rent. And i can't even get away from it in my day-to-day because this has affected every aspect of my life. I can't go into a chat without being reminded of it just by nature of how long i've been gone. I can't bare how different everything right down to my social life is now.

I am still caring for my cats. I am still working through commissions. I am still planning on paying people back when/if i ever have enough money. If you wanna support that existence still, i'm still at Duo.Groff@gmail.com on paypal and i'm on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/shinigamiofexcellence . Otherwise, don't worry about me.

No, i'm not okay, and i'm not going to be okay. No, i have no desire to talk about it or to be comforted. The only reason i'm making this post is because i feel you all are owed an explanation. I'm sorry all your support has been for nothing. I'll try to get everyone's coms back to them as soon as i can.

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