I was originally posting this to a new account cause its clean work and people seem to only like my old SL work. But then I thought, why? Why should I care if my art views have declined ever since I started perusing new art forms and ways of expressing myself. Was I just after the likes and views that come from constantly posting porn or did I want to push the boundaries of what I could be capable of? Not that I dont like making adult work, I do, but I've since chosen the latter, and it hurts at times. It hurts to go un noticed, it hurts to realize you didnt have the friends you thought you did but only had people who wanted to jerk off to you or use your popularity to boost themselves. And it hurts to think that the art you work the hardest on is the stuff most people dont like. But I cant let that stop me, I want to be a better artist, a grander artist. It's why I try to do non-adult pieces, its why chose to go back to school. It's why I spend sleepless nights studying animal anatomy and sculpting things no one will ever see. To constantly be a better version of myself, not the version other people wanted me to be.

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For those interested, or who read this far, I'm up on Bluesky now and will be posting both my SFW/NSFW art there in an attempt to regain control over my artistic identity as twitters fake bots constantly subbing and un subbing fucked with my head. I'm sorry if that means this is where we part ways, but I hope you'll stay and see what else I still have to give. I promise it'll still have boobs, just mixed with some stuff that helps me feel feels.
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Nitska on Bluesky

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