holding still
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been going through some uncomfortable body things. trying to hold on to my fursona and my image of myself, my desired impression. i've been having trouble staying active, staying motivated, and eating enough. just a few months ago i was having a much easier time accessing my body, and now it's trouble. i wish i was as beefy and as round and soft as Budu. as full of color and warmth. it's difficult.