As of late September, I began losing touch with making renders, so I switched to art, I had some fun with that.



I constantly come back and promise it's for good but after 1 other thing I make I dissapear once again, so I'll stop saying that.



One day, I may just not make anything again although I can't imagine it being soon unless something awful happens.





Back in February, I had an idea of changing how I'd make renders, they'd look more stylistic and be filled with way more colours along with some shadows I'd add after screenshotting, however after something that I'll explain below I gave up on it and when I came back things were same as usual. Although, I'm thinking of implementing it now and this is a small teaser of how it could look, without shadows tho!!!



(VENT BELOW)

Back in early 2024 I was fairly irresponsible and let my emotions decide every single thing I do, maybe even too far perhaps to the point I said something I never truly meant, but I've worked on myself and I'm proud of where I've came as of now.. (late November) I can actually feel like talking with my mom again and treat my real life (although not many) friends better, I'm considering coming out soon although I don't know when, my dad is fairly transphobic, homophobic etc. and abusive although if he hypothetically splits up with my mom I may tell her, I know if things work out well I'd be able to receive the help I need for it.



Whoever I did wrong (especially back in early February) I'm sorry, you have no need to accept that and I fully understand but I promise you I'm better now and learnt from everything, if you'd like to chat with me feel free to add me on Discord (user is newfresh) if you wanna chat with me.



Thank you if you read through everything I've said and I'm sorry for kind of being aimless with how I typed it.



LY ALL 💜 CHANGED MY LIFE