I read through your doc, we're a similar age going through some similar-ish things so you have all of my empathy and support rn :( Hoping things will start looking up, or at least that the holiday season passes soon so it's not an added stressor.

If you'd prefer me to DM this part I can edit it out of my message and note you instead, but I'm also applying for disability and have been for two years at this point. I'm not sure if the things you applied for were in reference to that, but there's a nonprofit I am doing this through that gave me attorney's for free, and I only have to pay them if I win. it's a REALLY fair amount too so it's really nice. They have been helping me SO. MUCH. and explain things to me in ways I understand.
if it's relevant to you (Sorry If I'm making assumptions tho!) I could send you the link to their organisation :D

First of all, thank you much for taking the time to read my doc, I really do appreciate it <3

And I too wish the best for you as well! There is some comfort in knowing someone is going through something similar and I appreciate your offer a lot, however, I do have some things in line right now it's mostly just about figuring out days and making an immense amount of phone calls ;; (There's more to it, but y'know)

Some people aren't even available during the month of December for the holidays unfortunately uuuugh, but we'll see.

I do send you the best of warm wishes and hope that everything falls into place for both of us in time <3

I am so sorry to hear things have been so rough lately. I just hope things improve. I know your commissioners would want you to take some time as well.

Really I just hope you'll be ok.

Thank you Willow, I do appreciate it. It's just more mud to trudge through and it really just takes time...and unfortunately it waits for no one. This time of year is usually rough but I think I'll manage through it if I try hard enough <3